Author’s Note: This is a variation of an earlier Ashni FF. Please read the notes before starting on this one.
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“Dr. Mallika. Aapne mujhe bulaya?”
“Yes Dr. Nidhi. Socha saath mein coffee pi jaye.”
“Achchha!” Nidhi knew that wasn’t her motive.
“Waise zara apna haath to dikhaiye Dr. Nidhi. Aapki luck line zaroor bahut strong hogi. Kabhi lottery lagi hai aapki?”
“Nahin,” Nidhi said dryly and walked towards the coffee machine.
“Dr. Ashutosh ki personality bahut hi charming hai, magnetic hai” Mallika came to the point, “Unki taraf attract hote logon ko der nahin lagti.”
Nidhi got the coffee and sat across her on a chair. She did not react to what Mallika had said. So, Mallika continued, “Aur phir woh ameer bhi to bahut hain?”
“So?”
“Anyway. Ye to aap jaanti hain.”
“Ye aap mujhse zyada jaanti hain shayad.”
“Haan. Ashutosh ko mujhse zyada koi nahin jaanta. Isliye tumhein samjhaane ki koshish kar rahi hoon. Don’t waste your time Nidhi. Warna ek din pachhtaogi.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Samajh jaogi. Lekin tab tak bahut der ho chuki hogi. Tum kabhi bhi is age-gap ko khatam nahin kar sakti Nidhi. And if you tried, which I think you will, then…”
“Aap ye sab kyon suna rahi hain mujhe?”
“Agar tum galat raaste par chalo, to mera haq hai ki main tumhein rokoon.”
“Ji nahin. Maine ye haq aapko kabhi nahin diya hai. And you don’t have to worry about me Dr. Mallika. Lekin achchha kiya ki aapne ye baat seedhe seedhe kar li. You are right. I like Dr. Ashutosh. And I don’t care ki woh mujhse pyaar karte hain ya nahin, kabhi bhi karenege ya nahin, ya phir woh mujhse kitne bade hain. Kyonki pyaar koi business nahin hota, Len-den nahin hota. Aapne apni life mein pyaar ke badle hamehsa kuchh paane ki koshish ki hai. Shayad isliye itni disappoint hui hain.”
Nidhi walked out of the room, not realizing that Ashutosh was standing near the door listening to her conversation with Mallika.
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Ashutosh was away for three days to attend All India Medical Convention (AIMC) in Mumbai. He had been away for only a day till then, but Nidhi missed him. She realized how she had gotten used to his presence. Especially in the recent days, he had been around almost all the time she was on duty. Nidhi smiled at the bitter-sweet pain she felt.
Her duty was about to get over. She went to the notice board to check when she had to come back and for which ward. What she saw there surprised her.
She went to look for Dr. Mallika to clarify. But could not find her. She ran into Dr. Rangnath though.
“Dr. Rangnath. Ye meri duty agle do dinon ke liye…”
“Record room mein hai Dr. Nidhi.”
“Lekin iska kya matlab hai? Why do you need a doctor in the record room? Ye to clerical kaam hai. Koi bhi staff kar sakta hai.”
“I know Dr. Nidhi. Maine Dr. Mallika se kaha bhi tha, lekin woh nahin maani.”
“Aur woh abhi hain bhi nahin yahan.”
“Yeah. I think aap kal to aa hi jaiye. Phir woh aas paas hon to unse baat kar lijiye.”
“Okay.”
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Nidhi’s heart skipped a beat when she saw Ashutosh entering the record room. It was the first glimpse she had gotten of him after four days. He was surprised to see her there though and stopped in his tracks.
“Dr. Nidhi,” Ashutosh also smiled widely, “Aap yahan kya kar rahi hain?”
“Meri duty yahan lagi hai.”
“Duty? Record room mein?” Ashutosh was surprised, “Aisa kya kaam hai yahan?”
“Kuchh khaas nahin. Patients ki files update karni hain.”
“Lekin…” Ashutosh was about to say that it didn’t need a doctor to be there. Then he realized that it must be Mallika’s doing.
“Anyway. I will see you later,” he said, picked up the files he needed and went out of the room.
Nidhi wanted to talk to him. But she could not hold him back in the reord room, obviously. She looked at her watch. She could take a break in another ten minutes.
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Nidhi was about to walk into Ashutosh’ room with a cup of tea, when his controlled, but angry voice made her stop in her tracks, “Mallika. Record room mein ek doctor ki duty lagane ki kya zaroorat hai?”
“Agar tum Dr. Nidhi Verma ki baat kar rahe ho to woh wahin theek hain.”
“Koi bhi doctor wahan theek nahin hai Mallika. This will not be done. I will not allow is here.”
“To tum mere kaam mein interfere karoge?”
“Yes Mallika,” Ashutosh said and it was at this moment that Nidhi came to his office, but stopped at the door on hearing his voice, “Apni dosti ke liye main unprofessionalism bardasht nahin kar sakta. Tum Dr. Nidhi ke baare mein personally kya sochti ho, ya main kya sochta hoon, that doesn’t matter in this hospital. Only things that matter are what are professionally right and what are good for the patients and the hospital. No further dicussions on this Dr. Mallika. Let her complete today’s duty, but this must not happen again. Thank you.”
Nidhi realized that Mallika would be coming out of his office anytime. So, she moved away from there to avoid any awkward confrontation.
‘Tum Dr. Nidhi ke baare mein personally kya sochti ho, ya main kya sochta hoon, that doesn’t matter in this hospital,’ she recalled Ashutosh’ word and murmured, “Kya sochte hain aap mere bare mein Dr. Ashutosh?” She looked at the tea she had carried for him, smiled and took a sip from it.
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“Good Morning Dr. Ashutosh,” Nidhi didn’t even knock before barging into his office that day.
“Good Morning Dr. Nidhi. Aaj itni jaldi kaise? Abhi to aapki duty shuru nahin hui hogi?”he didn’t seem to mind the liberties she took.
“Aap bhi to hain?”
Ashutosh laughed, “Mujhse compare kyon karti hain aap? Mere liye to ghar par hona, hospital mein hona sab baraabar hai.”
“Haan. Aapse mera comparison kahan hai?” Nidhi pouted.
“Are. Aap bura kyon maan rahi hain?”
Nidhi smiled, “Main mazaak kar rahi hoon. Main to bas aapko ye dene aayi thi.”
Ashutosh took the packet she handed him looking confused.
“Ye kya hai?”
“Happy Birthday Dr. Ashutosh.”
“Birthday? Aur… ye aap mere liye… gift laayi hain?” Ashutosh looked incredulous.
“Haan. Ye to hum bachpan se hi karte aa rahe hain.”
“Kya?”
“Jinki birthday ho, unhein gift dete hain.”
“Yeah… Lekin…”
“Kya hua?” Nidhi didn’t understand his lack of enthusiasm.
“Aapko kisne bataya ki aaj mera birthday hai?”
“Main jab record room mein thi to wahan employees ki files bhi thi… Usmein dekh li thi main…. I know – they are confidential. Sorry about that! I swear maine kuchh aur nahin dekha. Aur maine kissi aur ki file bhi nahin dekhi.”
Her innocence disarmed Ashutosh. He wasn’t going to scold her for looking at his file after this. He smiled, but still looked uncomfortable about the birthday and the gift.
“Kya baat hai?”Nidhi asked again.
“Well,” he decided to come clean to her. It wasn’t going to be possible for him to hide something from her or lie to her, “Aap jaanti hai ki main adopted hoon. Aur meri real birthday to Baba ko bhi nahin pata thi. Us zamane mein birth certificates zaroori nahin hote the. To bas Baba ne school mein woh date likhwa di jab who mujhe laaye the aur andaaze se year bhi bhar diya. To obviously ye mera real birthday to hai nahin.”
“Dr. Ashutosh. Aapko solar system ke bare mein kuchh bhi pata nahin hai kya?”
“Kya matlab?”
“Aapko pata hai ki leap year kyon hota hai?”
“Of course pata hai.”
“Kyon hota hai?”
“Kyonki calendar year aur earth ke rotation period mein kareeb aadhe din ka farq hota hai. To use adjust karne ke liye har chaar saal mein…”
“Aur uske baawzood hundred years mein phir ek din adjust karne ki zaroorat par jaati hai. To har 100th year leap year nahin hota hai.”
“Okay?” Ashutosh was half-inclined to think that Nidhi was either drunk or delirious.
“Lekin… lekin… har 4th 100th year, yani ki har 400th year leap year hota hai. Kyonki itni kalaakari karne ke baad bhi hum calendar year aur earth ke rotation time ko balance nahin kar paate.”
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To be continued
4 thoughts on “Sacrifices (Part 1)”
awesome
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Awesome start , Mish di….how sweet of Nidhi to bring b’day gift for Ashu….In brief , Nidhi’s saying…it doesnt matter what your actual date of birth is….coz we can never keep a sync between earth rotation and calendar 🙂 Sweet chemistry 🙂
😀 Thanks Diksha 🙂