Life at Death’s Door

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“Maaaaaan….”

Did he really hear her scream or was he imagining it? He started running towards the main house, instead of waiting to resolve his confusion. Soon Beeji screaming Geet’s name and asking for help confirmed his suspicion that something was indeed wrong with Geet and she had screamed his name. Teji and Lucky were not at home, Jugnu’s presence or absence did not make a difference and even if others were around, he could not have left Geet at someone else’s mercy.

He saw Geet lying on the floor, while Beeji was shouting at Pammi and Lachchhi to quickly call someone up and get help. Maan hurried towards them.

“Kya hua?”

“Seedhiyon se gir gayi kudi. Meri kuchh samajh mein nahin aa raha hai.”

“Aap chinta mat kijiye.”

Maan lifted Geet in his arms and started walking towards the car taking long steps. Beeji could not keep pace with him and he had reached the car a little before her. Maan could lip-read Geet taking his name even in her unconscious state. He put her in the back seat, touched her cheeks and managed to assure her before Beeji came, “Geet. Tum bilkul chinta mat karo. Main hoon yahan. Tumhein kuchh nahin hoga Geet.”

When they reached the hospital, Maan again did not wait for the stretcher to come and instead carried Geet out in his arms. He did not bother taking Beeji’s permission either. Beeji was uncomfortable with the driver taking these liberties with her niece, but she kept quiet seeing Geet’s condition. If something happened to Geet while she was staying with them, it would be a bigger shame for their family than the driver helping them. Nobody was around to witness the driver’s liberties. So, she tagged along, happy to have someone take charge of the situation in the absence of Teji.

The hospital staff with the stretcher met them in the hospital corridor and carried Geet to the emergency room. A doctor came out after initial examination and informed them.

“Initial check-up se koi major injury to nahin lag rahi hai. Lekin head injury ke case mein saawdhaani baratne ki zaroorat hoti hai, khaas kar ke isliye kyonki ye behosh ho gayi hain. Isliye hum kuchh aur tests karenge, internal injuries ki possibility rule out karne ke liye. Lekin hamari advice ye hai ki aap inhein Delhi le jaiye aur wahan saare tests karwa kar ensure kar lijiye ki brain, eyes ya neck mein koi complicated injury na hui ho is fall ki wajah se.”

Beeji was frightened. She went to the counter to call Pammi up and ask her to send Teji to the hospital as soon as possible. Maan took this chance to speak to the doctor without inviting Beeji’s attention and took as many medical details as possible. Then he called Adi to make arrangements. Adi was to fly the doctors down to Amritsar at the earliest and also get them to bring whatever portable equipments they could, so that more tests could be carried out at Amritsar itself until Geet was fit to be taken to Delhi.

While the doctors were doing further tests and were trying to revive Geet with medicines and any immediate treatments possible, Beeji was getting frantic with fear. Maan pitied her and at the same time was feeling annoyed because with her constant complaints, he wasn’t able to think straight and do anything. He tried to think of a way to send her back without inviting more complications. Right now, he did not really care if his identity was revealed. But he could never be sure of their priorities. ‘Agar abhi inhein pata chal gaya ki main kaun hoon, to shayad Geet ki halat ke baare mein sab kuchh bhool jayen aur apni izzat ke chakkar mein pahle mujhse nibatna zaroori na ho jaye inke liye,’ he thought.

Then he went to Beeji and started speaking with extra politeness, “Beeji – agar aap bura na maanein to ek baat kahun?”

“Bol.”

“Beeji. Aapki bhi tabiyat kharaab ho rahi hai. Is samay aapka sambhal ke rahna bahut zaroori hai warna Geet ji ke hosh mein aane ke baad unki dekh-bhaal kaun karega. Mere khayal mein aapko abhi thode samay ke liye ghar wapas chale jaana chahiye. Jab Teji Praji aa jayen to aap unhein yahan bhej dijiyega.”

“Lekin Balwant, yahan bhi to kissi ka rahna zaroori hai.”

“Main aapko chhod kar wapas yahan aa jaunga. Agar koi bhi zaroorat hui to main aapko phone kar doonga.”

Beeji thought for a second and decided that Balwant was trust-worthy. Teji was also fond of this guy, which was not so usual.

“Theek hai. Lekin mujhe bas ek taxi karwa de. Tu yahin ruk – main nahin chahti ki Geet ko koi zaroorat ho aur yahan koi bhi na ho.”

It couldn’t have worked better for Maan. He immediately agreed and got Beeji a taxi.

As soon as Beeji left, Maan got to work. He rid himself of his sardar avatar and met the doctor. The doctor thankfully did not seem to remember the driver who had spoken to him couple of hours back. Or at least did not compare Maan with him when he saw him without his pagdi. That saved Maan some complicated explanations. He introduced himself with his real identity and told him that he was Geet’s husband. He also informed them about the doctors coming from Delhi and asked them about the situation. The doctor complimented him for doing the best in the situation and assured him that the chances of any complications were less, but her long unconsciousness was a little worrying. So, getting everything checked up was a good idea. He also allowed him into Geet’s room and told him that Geet was repeatedly calling him in her unconsciousness. So, him being around will definitely be helpful.

Maan finally found himself alone with Geet. He had done whatever he could in this situation and now he suddenly felt empty. The emptiness made him aware of the gravity of the situation. Geet was still not conscious. There could be something serious. All the possibilities that the doctor had mentioned. It could even mean… He did not want to even think about the worst possibilities. He sat next to Geet’s bed and put his hand on top of hers. He whispered to her, “Geet. Mujhe pata hai tum meri baat sun sakti ho. Please wapas aa jao Geet. Tumhara dil to itna bada hai. Thodi si maafi usmein mere liye bhi hogi na. Itni badi sazaa mat do Geet. Wapas aa jao.” A tear drop came out of his eye and he quickly wiped it. He continued to look at her innocent and lovely face silently.

He wasn’t sure of how much time had passed. He came out of his trance only when he heard the door of the room opening and someone coming in. It was Teji. Teji’s face hardened as he saw Maan sitting there near Geet. He shouted, “Tu yahan kya kar raha hai. Nikal yahan se.”

“Aap please dheere boliye. Geet ko taqlif hogi.”

“Woh teri problem nahin hai. Nikal yahan se.”

Maan got up and it looked like he had resigned to Taji’s order. But when he reached near Teji, he surprised him by holding one of his arms and dragging him out of the room aggressively. Once they were outside the room, Maan pre-empted any violent action from Teji by pinning both his hands against the wall strongly.

“Main Maan Singh Khurana hoon. Geet ka pati,” Teji’s eyes widened in surprise and grew murderous. He struggled hard to be freed, but Maan’s grip was too hard even for him. Maan continued, “Aapko mujhse jo bhi baat karni hai woh hum baad mein karenge. Abhi Geet ko meri zaroorat hai aur sabke liye behtar yahi hoga ki aap mere raaste mein na aayein.”

“Hamein tujhse koi baat nahin karni hai oye. Geet ko ghar se nikaal ke tune hamari bhi beizzati ki hai aur uska badla baaton se nahin nikalta. Aur Geet hamari kudi hai. Hum use sambhaal lenge. Use teri koi zaroorat nahin hai.”

Maan also grew angry and told him in no uncertain terms, “Tum logon ke liye Geet tumhari izzat ke shatranj mein ek pyada hai. Mere liye Geet meri zindagi hai. Tumhein dekh kar lagta hai ki tum insaan ki pahchaan kar sakte ho. Isliye dhyaan se suno aur samajh lo ki main ye kah ke koi kori dhamki nahin de raha hoon. Ki apni zindagi ke liye, apni Geet ke liye main tumhare jaise hazaron khaandaanon ki izzat ke cheethde uda doonga. Mere raaste mein mat aao.”

Teji could indeed see the madness in Maan’s eyes and despite his boiling blood, he decided not to react immediately. Maan shot him an angry glance and got back into the room. As soon as he resumed his seat beside Geet’s bed, Geet’s body showed some movement. She slowly opened her eyes and saw him.

“Maan,” her voice was weak and barely audible. But Maan could have heard her even if she was silent.

“Geet. Tumhein hosh aa gaya. Main abhi doctor ko bulata hoon.”

But Geet touched his hand with hers. She did not have the strength to hold him. Still he understood that she wanted him to stay. He stopped and looked back at her.

“Mujhe pata tha aap zaroor aayenge.”

“Main kaise nahin aata Geet. Apni zindagi se door kaise rahta? Lekin abhi ek shabd nahin. Mujhe doctor ko bulane do please.”

When Maan came out of the room, he saw that Pammi and Beeji had also joined Teji. But they were sitting slightly away from the door and the doctor’s room was on the opposite side. So, he avoided them and went straight to meet the doctor. The doctors from Delhi had also arrived by then and they were studying the reports. When Maan informed them that Geet had gained consciousness, they decided to see her immediately.

Beeji, Teji and Pammi also noticed when the group of doctors entered the room with Maan and they followed them to the room. Geet was conscious, but had one of her hands on her forehead and appeared to be in pain.

Maan panicked, “Kya hua Geet? Tumhein dard ho raha hai kya? Kahan? Doctor!”

“Mr. Khurana, please calm down,” interfered one of the doctors, “Head injury ke baad dard ho sakta hai. Hum uski wajah investigate karenge. Aap please aise panic kar ke patient ko nervous mat kijiye.”

Maan was embarrassed at his outburst; he nodded to the doctor and stood beside Geet silently, while one of the doctors asked her questions about how she was feeling and where was pain was.

Then he said, “Mr. Khurana aap please hamare saath bahar aaiye. Aur aap log bhi,” he looked at Beeji and her family. “Aap mein se koi ek chahe to patient ke saath ruk sakta hai.” Pammi came forward without waiting for the permission from Beeji or Teji, but no one objected. Maan looked at Geet and gave her an assuring nod, before coming out.

“Kaisi hai Geet?” Pammi asked once everyone had left the room.

“Theek hoon Bhabhi.”

“Maan ji ke aane se tujhe achchha lag raha hai na?”

Geet couldn’t have nodded as she was unable to move her head or neck under the bandages. She just blinked with her smiling eyes to convey that Pammi was right. Pammi smiled and pressed her hand.

“Phir bhool ja sab kuchh aur apne ghar chali ja. Tu bahut khushkismat hai Geet jo tujhe Maan ji jaise pati mile hain.”

Geet’s face again showed that she was in agreement with Pammi.

“Mr. Khurana. Neck injury ke chances lag rahe hai. Most likely kuchh zyada complicated nahin hai, lekin unhein kuchh hafton ke liye complete bed-rest ki zaroorat hogi. Aur unhein Delhi shift karna hoga, taki expert doctors uhein monitor kar sakein. Head injury ke case mein kabhi bhi complications ho sakte hain.”

“Jee bilkul. Aap jab kahein hum chal denge.”

“Lekin road se le jaana sahi nahin hoga. Unki injury travel se badh sakti hai. Kya hum unhein airlift karwa sakte hain. Ye costly option hai lekin…”

“Doctors – aap log uski chinta na karein. Hum aap logon ko yahan laye hain. Geet ko bhi le jayenge. Main abhi intezaam karwata hoon, jaldi se jaldi nikalne ka.”

“Mr. Khurana. Hum early morning niklenge. Let’s say 5 ‘o clock. Agle 7-8 ghante hum inhein yahin monitor karenge, hamare saath laaye hue portable equipments se. Aur koshish karenge ki medicines se inka pain thoda kam ho jaye, taki jaane mein pareshaani na ho.”

“Theek hai,” Maan said and made a call to Adi immediately explaining him the requirements. They would also need a helicopter to carry Geet to the chartered plane.

Beeji and Teji were awed by how the things were proceeding and they did not say a word during the entire conversation. When Maan went back to Geet’s room, they also followed him. Maan went straight to Geet and Pammi withdrew to make space for him.

“Maan. Mujhe ghar le chaliye.”

Maan’s joy knew no bounds when he heard those words from her. His voice almost choked as he said, “Haan Geet. Bas kuchh ghanton mein hum Delhi chalenge. Lekin abhi tum zyada bolo mat. Tumhein aaraam karne ki zaroorat hai.”

“Geet. Ye kya kah rahi hai puttar,” it was Beeji’s voice, “Tu kya bhool gayi ki is insaan ki wajah se tujhe ghar chhodna pada tha. Apni beizzati bhool gayi? Tujhe jis cheez ki bhi zaroorat hai, hum woh poora kar sakte hain. Hum le jayenge tujhe Delhi ya jahan bhi le jaana hoga. Iske liye tujhe iske saamne jhukne ki koi zaroorat nahin hai.”

“Maasi ji,” Geet addressed Beeji, but continued looking at Maan with immense love in her eyes, “Main maut ke bahut kareeb pahunch chuki thi. Aur mere saamne sirf ek chehra ghoom raha tha – Maan ka. Mere man mein sirf ek naam tha – Maan ka. Aur mujhe sirf ek aawaaz sunai de rahi thi – Maan ki. Woh mujhe wapas bula rahe the. Kahte hain na ki maut ke darwaze par insaan ki saari zindagi uski aankhon ke saamne ghoomti hai. Mere saamne sirf Maan the. To iska matlab to yahi hua na ki meri poori zindagi Maan hain. Koi bhi gussa, koi bhi galti zindagi se badi to nahin ho sakti hai. Jab Babaji ne mujhe maut ke darwaaze se  wapas bheja hai, to main apni zindagi se door ho kar kaise rah sakti hoon?”

This time Maan could not stop his tears, and to his own surprise, he was not embarrassed of it. If Geet wasn’t wounded this badly, he would have drawn her into one tight hug and never let her go.

“Besharam Ladki. Begairat ho gayi hai. Chal Pammi.”

But Geet and Maan were too lost in each other to hear the accusations. Even if they had heard it, it wouldn’t have mattered to them. When had the rest of the world mattered to them when they were together?

Pammi and Teji followed Beeji out of the room.

Teji finally broke his silence, “Geet chahe kuchh bhi kahe Biji, hum apni aise beizzati nahin karwa sakte. Hum use Geet ko le kar nahin jaane denge.”

“Aisa mat kijiye,” Pammi surprised both of them by speaking up.

“Tujhse kisne poochha?” Teji scolded her.

“Bura mat maaniye, lekin sach to ye hai ki Geet ki abhi ki halat mein uska Maan ke saath hi rahna behtar hai. Hum use yahan rakh kar, ya Delhi le ja kar bhi itna achchha ilaaj nahin karwa sakte. Unhone ek phone kar ke Delhi se doctor bulwa liye. Wahan bhi unki achchi jaan pahchaan hogi doctors ke saath. Aur kuchh nahin to Geet ki sehat ke liye hamein use nahin rokna chahiye.”

“Koi zaroorat nahin hai…”

“Pammi theek kah rahi hai Teji,” Beeji interrupted, “Agar apne yahan rakh kar kudi ka sahi ilaaj na karwa paye, ya use umra bhar ke liye koi pareshaani ho gayi to hamesha ke liye baat rah jayegi ki is ghar mein Geet ka khayal nahin rakha gaya. Ye badnaami na hi jhelni pade to behtar hai. Apne pati ke ghar mein jo hoga, uske liye koi munh nahin kholega.”

Pammi heaved a sigh of relief and felt good for Geet. Teji could not refute Beeji’s logic.

– The End –

Fated Separation (Part 2)

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“Please come Mrs. Khurana. Main Suneeta. Maine hi aapse phone par baat ki thi.”

“Achchha. Interview kab hoga?”

“Ma’m. Actually boss ko kahin jaana tha to woh interview nahin le payenge. Lekin unhone aapka profile dekh kar kaha ki uski zaroorat nahin hai. Woh aapke liye offer letter sign kar ke gaye hain.”

“Kya? Bina mile hi job de di.”

“Jee! Unhone jab dekha ki aapne Delhi mein Khurana Constructions ke saath kaam kiya hai, to unhone kaha ki interview ki zaroorat nahin hai. Ab Amritsar mein aise sahi experience waale log milne to mushkil hain na. Aap please apna offer letter dekh lijiye. Company ki taraf se aapko ek ghar bhi milega, agar aap wahan rahna chahe to.”

The offer looked Godsent to Geet. It’d give her independence back. She did not want to continue living at her Maasi’s place anyway.

“Theek hai. Kab se kaam shuru karna hai?”

“Jee. Aap aaj hi ghar mein shift kar sakti hain. Woh office ke paas hi hai aur kal se kaam shuru kar dijiye.”

“Theek hai.”

“Aapko samaan shift karne ke liye madad chahiye hogi. Main vehicle ka intezaam karwa doon?”

“Nahin uski zaroorat nahin hai. Mere paas zyada samaan nahin hai. Main taxi le kar aa jaungi.”

“Theek hai. To main aapko wahin milti hoon. Ye address hai. Wahin par handover kar doongi aur agar aapko koi help chahiye hogi to uska bhi intezaam kar doongi.”

It was strange working for an invisible boss. He never came to the office. Geet had to send all the designs and other files to his home through the office-boy. But the arrangement was not uncomfortable, so she did not mind. Except when he used to send back some files with comments. Everything about his comments reminded her of Maan. The kind of things he would point out, his handwriting, his language… And he signed off as DD.

‘Ye tera waham hai Geet. Woh Amritsar ki is chhoti si company mein kya kar rahe honge,’ she would tell herself very often. She wasn’t aware that since Sasha was on long leave, Maan was delegating a lot of design work to this company. They had some good designers in the company, but earlier the management was lousy and clients were dissatisfied. Geet had filled in for those deficiencies and it was good for business.

“Adi Sir, aap?” Geet was surprised to see Adi at the door on the Sunday morning, “Andar aayiye. Aap yahan kaise?”

“Woh kuchh kaam se aaya tha to socha tumse bhi milta chaloon.”

“Bahut achchha kiya. Lekin aapko mera pata kaise mila?”

“Woh! Main tumahari maasi ke ghar gaya tha. Unhone hi bataya.”

“Kya? Aap phir wahan gaye the. Unhone kuchh kaha to nahin aapko? Pichhli baar jo hua, uske liye I am really sorry.”

“Bhool jao Geet. Main bilkul theek hoon.”

They chatted over breakfast and tea. Geet could not help noticing that Adi was talking about everyone, but not Maan. Finally when he was about to leave, Geet had to ask him, “Adi Sir… Woh… Maan kaise hain?”

Adi looked at her seriously and said, “Kyon poochh rahi ho Geet? Kya sunna chahti ho?”

Her struggle to fight back her tears did not succeed, “Please bataiye na. Woh theek to hain na?”

“Geet, bura na maano to dost hone ke naate ek baat kahoon?”

Geet nodded.

“Kya kar rahi ho tum Geet? Maan Sir aise insaan hain jinke man ki baat kissi ko pata nahin chalti. Lekin phir bhi woh tumhare liye kya mahsoos karte hain, ye kissi se nahin chhupa rah saka. Mujhe nahin pata ki tum unse kyon naraaz ho. Jab tum Dev aur uski ghinoni kartooton ko maaf kar sakti ho, jab tum tumhari jaan lene ki koshish karne waale apne ghar waalon ko maaf kar sakti ho, to tumse itna pyaar karne waala insaan aisa kya bura kar sakta hai jo tum unhein kabhi maaf na kar sako. Jaanna chahti ho ki Maan Sir kaise hain? To suno! Woh ghut-ghut kar mar rahe hain. Aur tumhari halat bhi to mujhe kuchh alag nahin dikh rahi. Shakal dekhi hai apni aaine mein? Koi bhi bata sakta hai ki raat bhar roti rahi ho. Kya kar rahi ho Geet? Aakhir kar kya rahi ho?”

Adi left immediately and Geet could not say anything. She slumped on the floor and cried out loud like a kid. She could not have explained why she was crying. Was it her anger at Maan, was it her complains to her fate, or was it for her own actions? She did not know, but she cried and cried for next hour or so.

She had to find peace; somehow! She absent mindedly started walking in the direction of the Dargah. But there was no peace for her. She saw him there. Maan was sitting there, lost in prayer. She just kept staring at him. Was she hallucinating? Or was he actually there? He was in Amritsar? Even now? Why didn’t Adi Sir tell her? She saw him opening his eyes and hid behind a pillar.

A fakir came to him and asked with concern, “Tu ek saaf-dil banda lagta hai. Aakhir aisi kaun si galti ho gai hai tujhse jiski maafi abhi tak nahin mili tujhe? Kabhi jalte koyle par chal kar khud ko sazaa deta hai, to kabhi ghanto ibaadat mein dooba rahta hai…”

Geet was too stunned to hear this and could not concentrate on their conversation any further. Fakir’s words keep echoing in her mind, “Kabhi jalte koyle par chal kar khud ko sazaa deta hai…”

Geet walked back even more absent mindedly. It was getting dark when she reached home. She roamed around the house like a zombie for a while and then slumped into the bed. Her mind had gone blank and she was oblivious to her surroundings. Until the electricity went off suddenly.

Maan had just reached home, located next to Geet’s, when the power-cut happened. “Geet!” was the only thought that came to his mind. She was afraid of darkness. He rushed to her house and found it locked from inside. He used his pair of keys to open the door and ran towards the bedroom.

Geet was scared out of her wits and was walking backwards towards the door, looking around suspiciously. She screamed when she hit him and his heart skipped a beat on realizing that she was screaming his name. He silenced her by putting his hands on her mouth and comforted her, “Geet. Main hoon. Darne ki koi zaroorat nahin hai.” She knew the touch and the voice too well to need any further assurance. She hugged him tight and he reciprocated gladly. There was no way to express the joy he felt on taking her in his arms after all these days. But once Geet was calm, he had to let go. He could not afford to upset her further. She stared at him and Maan could not figure out how she was feeling. He felt a need to explain, but didn’t know what to say and uttered some mono-syllables while trying to find words, “Geet… Main… Woh…”

“Aap andar kaise aaye? Darwaza to band tha.”

Maan was startled. He wasn’t prepared to answer that. He was scared of the outcome, but decided against lying, “Mere paas doosri chabhi thi.”

“Doosri chabhi? Par ye ghar to…” Just then the power came back and things started becoming clear to Geet. The unexpected call from the company, the invisible boss, his comments and handwriting, DD, company arranging for everything she needed including the house…. Who else could it be?

Maan had left as soon as the power had come back.

“Babaji! Kya chahte hain aap? Kya karoon main? Kyon nahin shaanti milti unhein?”

She picked up her mobile phone from her drawer and switched it on after days. She remembered the time when Maan had gone to the extent of gifting cell phones to the entire staff just so that she’d accept it and he could hear her voice whenever he wanted. She dialed that one number from the phone which she knew so well that there was no need to store it.

Maan quickly picked up the phone, all worried, “Hello! Geet sab theek to hain na?”

No answer came from the other side. But Maan understood the silence and his own voice also choked. He just managed to say, “Main abhi aa raha hoon.”

“Aap samajhte kya hain apne aap ko?” The elated Maan got a setback as soon as he reached her house. Had he been hasty is assuming that his penance had paid off? She was still cross.

“Kya hua Geet?”

“Jalte koyle par chale the aap nange pair?”

“Tumhein kaise pata chala?”

“To ye sach hai. Aap koi superman hain?”

“Geet! Jo taqleef maine tumhein di thi, uske saamne ye kuchh bhi nahin tha.”

Geet grabbed his collar and shook him, “Aur aapko kya lagta hai ki aap khud ko aise taqleef dete rahenge aur mujhe bahut achchha lagega?”

“Geet!” Maan grew desperate, “Phir se katghare mein mat khada karo mujhe Geet. Tum saath nahin hoti ho to mujhse kuchh bhi sahi nahin hota hai.”

“Aur main jab bhi aapse door jaungi, aap ek nayi company khareed lenge?”

Maan could not say anything.

“Aur kya-kya ulte seedhe kaam kar rakhe hain aapne?”

“Wapas chalo Geet. Tumhein apna ghar aur business dono sambhalne hain. Aur mujhe bhi. Please Geet. Tumhein mujhe sazaa deni hai de do, lekin mujhse door mat raho.”

“To phir aise bheekh kyon maang rahe hain? Le chaliye utha kar mujhe. Jaise pahle kiya karte the. Aap kab se kissi ki baat sunne lage?”

Maan’s desperate and sad face showed surprise which slowly converted to joy. He pulled her in a very tight hug.

“Geet! Hum abhi Delhi wapas chalenge. Main Adi ko bhi phone karta hoon.”

“Abhi? Lekin bahut raat ho chuki hai.”

“To kya hua? Ab kal ki subah hum apne ghar mein hi bitayenge. Main ek minute bhi ab yahan nahin rukunga. Tum apni packing kar lo. Main car nikalta hoon.”

Geet smiled. That was the Maan she knew better.

“He, he… Sir. Waise Ambassador chalane ke baad to Mercedes chalane mein aur bhi mazaa aata hoga, nahin?” Adi said sitting on the back seat.

“Adi!” Maan scolded him in his usual fashion. But Geet’s curiosity was piqued up.

“Ambassador? Ambassador kab chalayi aapne?”

“Kuchh nahin Geet. Adi mazaak kar raha tha. Hai na Adi?” Maan replied with a nervous smile.

“Haan… Haan Geet,” Adi tried to appear confident.

“Mazaak? Adi Sir? Aapse? Aapko lagta hai ki main bewkoof hoon? Ab bataiye mujhe warna main abhi car se utar jaungi.”

Maan glared at Adi and he got even more nervous.

“Ab aap apni in badi badi aankhon se Adi Sir ko darana band kijiye. Khair aap chhodiye. Adi Sir, aap bataiye,” Geet turned her head to look at Adi.

“Nahin Geet… Woh kuchh nahin…”

“Adi Sir!”

“Woh… Geet! Tumne apni maasi ke ghar ke naye driver ko nahin dekha tha? Balwant Singh… Ji?” Adi stuttered.

“Kya?”

Maan gave her an embarrassed look and started looking ahead towards the road. Geet fell silent.

Adi realized that they need to talk.

“Sir, hamein agle dhaabe par ruk kar chai-coffee pee leni chahiye, warna neend aa jayegi.”

“Haan Adi.”

Adi got down from the car as soon as they stopped without waiting for Maan and Geet. They stayed inside, silent for a while.

Geet broke the silence, “Maan, aapko… ye sab… karne ki… mera matlab hai… I am sorry…”

“Shhh Geet! Ek shabd nahin,” he put his index finger across her lips, “Bhool jao. Ab sab theek ho gaya hai.”

“Nahin Maan. Main aapko pareshaan kar sakti hoon, aapse gussa ho sakti hoon, lekin aapko aise kissi ke saamne jhukte hue nahin dekh sakti. Aap…”

“Geet. Main to sirf tumhare saamne jhuka hoon. Aur usmein mujhe koi afsos nahin hai. Balki main bahut khush hoon. Tumhari wajah se hi to maine jaana ki zindagi mein jhukna aur haarna achchha bhi lag sakta hai.”

Geet looked at him with eyes full of tears, love and awe. He smiled, leaned towards her and drew her in an awkward but intimate hug.

“Ab chalein, kuchh kha-pee lete hain,” Maan said breaking the hug. Geet nodded.

They joined Adi in the Dhaba. Maan went to the counter to order for himself and Geet, when Adi whispered to Geet as if sharing a big secret, “Geet! Tum na Maan Sir se thoda bahut naraaz hoti raha karo beech-beech mein.”

“Kyon? Aapko apni pitai karwane ka shauk hai?” Geet also replied jokingly.

“Arre nahin Geet. Shubh-shubh bolo. Lekin jab tum gussai rahti ho Maan Sir baaki logon par thoda kam gussa karte hain. Tumhein pata hai aaj kitne dinon ke baad unhone mujhe daant kar chup karwaya hai?”

They broke into laughter and then quickly shut up not wanting Maan to hear this. But they were unaware that Maan had heard it all. He smiled and continued walking towards the counter, pretending not to have heard anything. Today anything could only bring him joy and smile, not anger or pain. Especially something that made her smile.

– The End –

Fated Separation (Part 1)

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“Maan ne mujhe ghar se nahin nikala tha,” Geet had to shout to make her point heard.

Biji and Teji looked at her startled.

“Kya?”

“Jee haan! Mujhe Maan ne ghar se nahin nikala tha. Aaap log please unke baare mein ulta-seedha bolna band karenge? Aur agar unhein kissi ne haath bhi lagaya to mujhse bura koi nahin hoga.”

Even the overbearing Teji was taken aback to see this avatar of Geet. Women, especially younger ones, in his household and society were always timid. And Geet had appeared to be no exception since she had come to his house. He did not immediately know how to react.

Biji was the one who found her voice back first, “Geet puttar. Achanak aisa kyon kah rahi hai? Teji ne to Delhi ja kat pata lagaya tha. Aur agar tujhe lagta hai ki tere yahan rahne se hamein koi dikkat hai…”

“Maasi! Main phir se kah rahi hoon – Maan ne mujhe ghar se nahin nikala tha. Ghar chhodne ka faisla mera tha. Aur woh faisla mera ab bhi wahin hai. Lekin iska ye matlab nahin ki aap log Maan ke saath, ya unse jude kissi bhi insaan ke saath badtamizi karein,” Geet was furious about what had happened to Adi.

“Geet. Agar Maan ne kuchh nahin kiya to tu bewajah apne pati ka ghar kyon chhod kar chali aayi?” This time it was Teji, who questioned her.

Geet looked sharply at him, then at Pammi and then back at him, “Ye aap nahin samjhenge.”

“Par Geet. Is masle ka koi hal to nikalna hoga na?”

“Kaun sa masla? Koi masla nahin hai. Main apni dekh bhaal khud kar sakti hoon. Meri zindagi ke faisle koi aur nahin lega. Aap log bhi nahin. Mujhe pata hai ki aap logon ko ye pasand nahin aayega. Isliye main ja rahi hoon yahan se,” Geet got up from the dining table to leave immediately.

This got Biji worried. She had to stop the girl from leaving at night like this.

“Ruk ja puttar. Koi tujh par zabardasti nahin karega. Tujhe kahin jaane ki zaroorat nahin hai. Itna lihaaj to hai na tere andar ki apni maasi ki ye ek baat maan le.” Biji was obviously cross with Geet for her outburst, but was too concerned about the family prestige to let a girl leave the house alone at night.

Geet felt slightly embarrassed at her outburst. In their own way, they were trying to do the best for her. So, she gave in to this request from Biji and said, “Main apne kamre mein ja rahi hoon.” Everyone nodded in agreement.

Geet didn’t know that the new driver of the family was standing just ouside the dining hall window, hearing all this with tears in his eyes, smile on his lips and pride for his sherni in his heart!

“Geet. So rahi hai kya?” Pammi sneeked in.

“Nahin Bhabhi. Aaiye na.”

“Tu theek hai na?”

“Main theek hoon Bhabhi. I am sorry. Main kuchh zyada hi bhadak gayi thi dining table par.”

“So to hai Geet,” replied Pammi innocently, “Yahan to sab theek hai, pat tu sasural mein bhi aise hi karti hai?”

Geet couldn’t help but smile at her innocence, “Aisa kyon poochh rahi hain?”

“Nahin – matlab maayke mein to sab chal jaata hai. Par wahan Maan ji bura nahin maante?”

“Bhabhi!” Geet pressed Pammi’s hands with a sad smile on her face, “Maan ne hi to mujhe izzat se sar utha kar jeena sikhaya hai. Mujhe bataya hai ki aurat hona koi gunah nahin hai. Humein bhi khush rahne ka, apne tareeke se jeena ka aur apni baat kahne ka haq hai.”

“Maan ji ne tujhse ye sab kaha?”

“Haan.”

“Phir to woh tujhse bahut pyaar karte honge?”

“Bahut,” Geet’s voice became dreamy and she was lost, “Log to bas baat karte hain pyaar mein jaan dene ki. Unhone to mere liye na jaane kitni baar apni jaan ki baazi laga di hai. Woh mere liye poori duniya ke khilaaf chale gaye, apne parivaar ke khilaaf chale gaye. Jab mere apne ghar waale mujhe…”

Suddenly Geet came back to her senses. She was talking too much. So, she just concluded, “Unke jaisa pyaar is duniye mein koi nahin kar sakta.”

“Geet. Tu to bahut khush-kismat hai. Bura mat manna, par aise pati ko kaun chhod kar aata hai? Kyon apna basa basaya ghar chhod kar aa gayi tu Geet?”

Geet tried to blink her tears back, “Bhabhi – kabhi kabhi pyaar kaafi nahin hota hai. Aur kabhi-kabhi kismat ko hamari khushiyan manzoor nahin hoti hain. Bas aur kuchh mat poochhiye.”

“Tum shahar waalon ki ye vaddi-vaddi baatein meri samajh se bahar hain. Ab main kya kahoon?”

“Kuchh nahin Bhabhi. Lekin mujhe aapse ek baat kahni hai.”

“Kya?”

“Wahi jo Maan ne mujhe sikhyi hai. Aurat hona koi gunaah nahin hai.”

“Haan! To kisne kaha ki aurat hona koi gunaah hai?”

Pammi was too innocent and Geet pitied her. But she did not pursuade her further, “Kuchh nahin Bhabhi. Aap bhi thak gayi hongi din bhar kaam kar ke. Ab aap so jaiye.”

“Haan. Theek hai. Main jaati hoon.”

Geet still didn’t know that the new driver of the family was standing near the window of her room listening to all this with even more tears in his eyes, smile on his lips and pride and pain in his heart.

The next day Geet decided to go to the market alone. She had to collect the repaired photo frame with Maan’s photo in it. She informed Beeji and Beeji asked her to take Pammi along. But Geet refused and Beeji did not insist further on that. But she still wanted her to go in the car with the driver to which Geet agreed. Before she left, Beeji instructed the driver to drive her to the market and be with her all the time as she was new to the city.

Geet asked the driver to stop at a shop on the way and she bought a newspaper. Maan wondered what it was for. She wasn’t so interested in reading a newspaper first thing in the morning. But he was avoiding saying anything to her. She would definitely have recognized his voice, it didn’t matter how much he tried to changed it. She was too lost in herself and had not seen his face clearly. Maan was also taking extra care to not come face-to-face with her.

When they reached the market, Geet asked him to wait for her there as she went to the shop. Maan was keeping an eye on her and at the same time quickly grabbed the newspaper that she had left in the car. She had marked some classifieds and it was clear to Maan that she was looking for a job. Maan looked back in the shop’s direction to ensure that Geet was there, then kept the newspaper back. He thought for a while and got an idea. He smiled assuredly and made a call to Adi.

It had been couple of days since Geet had sent out her resume to some companies. Maan was keeping an eye on her and he called up Adi as soon as he saw Geet sitting near the phone. He wanted to ensure that she herself should pick up the call. As far as he knew she had not told her family about her decision to take up a job; he wasn’t even sure how they would react to this decision and hence it was best to reach her directly.

Phone rang and Geet picked it up.

“Hello! Kya Main Mrs. Geet Khurana se baat kar sakti hoon?”

“Jee – main Geet bol rahi hoon.”

“Good afternoon Ma’m. Main Planet Design se bol rahi hoon. Hamari company constructions firms ko design services provide karti hai. Mujhe aapka resume mila aur hamare yahan Office Manager ki post ke liye ye bahut suitable hai.”

“Lekin, maine to aapki company mein apply nahin kiya tha.”

“Dar-asal meri ek friend ne aapka resume mujhe bheja. Aapne uski company mein apply kiya tha lekin use pata tha ki main apni company ki opening ke liye logon ko dhoodh rahi hoon, aur use laga ki aapka profile yahan suit karega.”

“Achchha!”

“Ma’m, kya aap aaj hi interview ke liye aa sakti hain? Teen baje?”

“Teen baje. Ek ghante mein?”

“Dar-asal hamare boss kaafi jaldbaazi mein hain, aur agar main jald-se-jald kissi ko is post ke liye hire nahin kar payi to meri naukri khatre mein pad sakti hai. Please ma’m.”

“Theek hai. Main aa jaungi, aap address de dijiye.”

To be continued

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“Maan! Hamein ek baar client se baat to karni chahiye.”

“Kya baat karni hai Geet. Humne unhein kuchh promise kiya tha aur woh hum deliver nahin kar paye. Ab unhein poora haq hai ki woh apna project kahin aur le jayen.”

“Lekin Maan. Project mein genuine problems aa gayin thi, jo hamare wash mein nahin thi. Aisa to hai nahin ki kuchh ho sakta tha aur humne nahin kiya. Aapne khud saare options try kiye hain.”

“Ye samajhna client ki zimmedaari nahin hai Geet. Main kissi se bahane sunta nahin hoon. Aur main kissi ke saamne bahane bana bhi nahin sakta.”

“Lekin Maan ye koi bahana nahin hai. Achchha ye bataiye ki agar woh apna project kahin aur le jayen, to kya woh log is problem ko kissi jaadu ki chhadi se solve kar denge?”

“Nahin. Problems to unke liye bhi wahi hongi.”

“To phir aisa to hai nahin ki hamse project wapas le lene se clients ki problem solve ho jayegi. Balki koi nayi company is par kaam shuru karegi to shayad project mein aur delay ho jaye. Ek baar to client se baat kijiye.”

“Geet. Main ye nahin kar sakta. Khurana Constructions kissi se bheekh nahin maangta projects ke liye. Main client se baat nahin kar sakta.”

“To mujhe karne dijiye.”

“Geet!”

“Maan. Mujh par bharosa kijiye. Main jaanti hoon ki ye company aur iski izzat aapke liye kitni maayne rakhti hai. Main waada karti hoon ki kuchh bhi aisa nahin kahoongi jisse Khurana Constructions ke rutbe ya izzat par koi bhi aanch aaye. Hum kissi se bheekh nahin maang rahe hain.”

“Theek hai. Lekin mujhe tumhare saath to rahna padega na?”

“Aur aapke liye us meeting mein rahna mushkil hoga?”

“Geet. Main…”

“Koi baat nahin Maan. Mere paas iska bhi solution hai.”

“Tumhein koi jaadu ki chhadi mil gayi hai Geet?”

“Nahin. Maine bas aapse bahut kuchh seekha hai.”

“Good morning Mr. Sharma. Main Geet Khurana. Maan dar-asal traffic mein phans gaye hain aur woh nahin chahte the ki aapko intezaar karna pade. Isliye mujhe ye meeting attend karne ko bola unhone.”

“Lekin aapse hum pahle to kabhi is silsile mein mile nahin hain. Phir itne important matter ke liye bina Mr. Khurana ke…”

“Mr. Sharma. Main aapse nahin mili hoon pahle, lekin main Maan ke saath har project par kaam karti hoon. Mujhe is project ke baare mein bhi sab pata hai. Aap chinta mat kijiye – Khurana Constructions gair-zimmedaar harquatein kabhi nahin karta hai. Maan jaise hi yahan pahunchenge, woh bhi meeting mein aa jayenge.”

“Jo hamare project ke saath ho raha hai, use dekh kar to aap logon ke zimmedaar hone ka zyada bharosa nahin hota. Naam to humne bhi market mein bahut suna tha Khurana Constructions ka. Khair – abhi aapko kya baat karni thi?”

Geet heaved a sigh of relief that Maan was not there in this room. Else he would definitely have lost his cool at such remarks and any further discussion would have been impossible. And she was not wrong at all. Maan was infuriated sitting in the other conferencce room. The video-conferencing equipment in both the rooms was on. But the screen was switched off in the room where Geet was meeting the clients. So, Maan was able to see the meeting, but they could not see Maan.

Both Geet and Maan had struggled in accepting this arrangement, as it looked like cheating the client. But finally they decided to go ahead, as this was harmless. And it was the best way of handling things so that Maan could see what was going on without having to be there.

Maan had a strong urge to just barge into the meeting room, grab the client by his collars and throw him out of his office. But Geet had started replying to him by then.

“Mr. Sharma. Aapka gussa jayaz hai. Lekin aap please thandhe dimaag se ek baar meri baat sun lijiye. Uske baad aapka jo bhi faisla hoga, hum bina kuchh kahe maan lenge.”

“Boliye.”

“Thank you. Aapko ye to pata hi hai ki project labour problems ki wajah se delay hua hai. Us ilaake ke saare labourers hadtal par chale gaye hain. Hum unke leaders se baat kar rahe the kaafi dinon se, lekin woh hamara koi bhi offer nahin le rahe the. Humne Delhi se labourers ko wahan le ja kar bhi kaam shuru karwane ki koshish ki lekin un logon ne unhein bhi itni dhamkiyan di ki woh wahan rahne ko taiyaar nahin hue. Pichchhle ek-do dinon mein hamein pata chala hai ki in sabka hamare project ya Khurana Constructions se koi matlab hi nahin hai. Unhein hamse koi shikayat nahin hai. Ye wahan ki do local political parties ka jhagda hai, aur unmein se ek poore ilaake ki activities disturb kar rahi hai. Labourers ki hadtaal bhi usi ki wajah se hai.”

The client was listening intently to her, “To ab aapka kya proposal hai?”

“Ise suljhane ke liye hamein politicians ki hi madad leni padegi. Maan aaj wahan ke MP se baat karne waale hain. Hum aur bhi logon ko contact karne ki koshish kar rahe hain, jo hamari madad kar sakte hain. Agar inmein se koi bhi successful ho gaya to agle do hafton mein kaam dubara chalu ho jayega. Mr. Sharma, antim faisla aapka hai. Agar aap project wapas lene ka faisla karte hain, to hum koi legal loophole dhoondh kar, ya kissi bhi tarah se aapko pareshaan kar ke aapko nahin rokenge. Khurana Constructinos aise tareekon mein vishwaas nahin karta hai. Lekin ye problem bahut local hai. Agar aap kissi aur ke bhi paas jayenge to unhein yahi problem hogi. Aur hum ab us problem ko suljhane ke bahut kareeb aa gaye hain.”

“Mrs. Khurana, mujhe apni team se baat karni hogi is baare mein koi bhi faisla lene se pahle. Hum apni taraf se bhi investigate karenge. Agar aapki baat sahi hai to hamare us ilaake mein kaafi contacts hain. Shayad hum bhi ye problem suljhane mein aapki madad kar payen.”

“Bilkul. Aap apni team se baat kar lijiye aur apni taraf se poori tasalli kar lijiye. Hum kaam dubara jaldi se jaldi shuru karwane ki koshish kar rahe hain. Hamein aapke phone ka intezaar rahega.”

Just then they all noticed Maan standing near the door of the conference room.

Geet was surprised, “Maan aap kab aaye? Main abhi, abhi Mr. Sharma ko…”

“Maine unki baat sun li hai. Mr. Sharma, is delay ki wajah se aapka jo bhi direct monetary loss hota hai, uska fifty percent Khurana Constructions bear karega. Ye aapko assure karne ke liye hai ki project hamare liye bhi utna hi important hai jitna aapke liye.”

“Thank you Mr. Khurana. Hum aapko phone kar ke bata denge.”

With that the clients took leave and Geet looked at Maan unsurely.

Maan asked, “Kya hua Geet?”

“Woh… Aap achanak yahan kyon aa gaye? Mujhse kuchh galti ho gayi kya?”

Maan suppressed a chuckle and turned serious, “Aur kya Geet? Tum kya bolti ja rahi thi? Mujhe tumhein chup karwane ke liye aana hi pada.”

“Lekin… I am sorry… Maine kya galati kar di? Phir aapko pahle aana chahiye tha na?”

Maan moved towards her, “Kya galti kar di? Tumhein pata bhi nahin chala tumne kitni badi galti kar di? Jo kaam Maan Singh Khurana kabhi nahin kar sakta tha, woh kar diya tumne.”

Maan had reached very close to her and in her nervousness she was rooted to her place, “Aap please bataiye na aisa kya kar diya maine… Maine to unhein kuchh bhi aisa nahin kaha…”

Maan silenced her by putting his hand on her mouth, “Chup Geet. Abhi bhi bolti ja rahi ho.”

Maan finally could not suppress his smile. Few minutes ago, this woman was bravely fielding cynical questions from the clients. And now, with just one little trick of his, she is scared like a kid waiting for her punishment for not doing the homework. He was not wrong in his assumption that life with her will always be interesting and unpredictable.

“Aap muskura kyon rahe hain ab?” She still hadn’t realized that he was pretending to be disappointed with her. But she realized this as soon as she had asked the question.

“To aap mujhe phir se bekaar mein pareshaan kar rahe the?” She pouted and started to leave in a huff. But Maan caught her wrist and pulled her into his embrace. He continued to smile and look at her lovingly.

“Kya hai?” Geet had not melted.

“Thank you Geet.”

“Thank you kisliye? Abhi pata bhi nahin hai ki client project wapas le raha hai ya nahin.” Geet continued to be irritated.

“Thoda mere experience par bharosa karo. Ab woh log kahin nahin ja rahe.”

“Achchha hai. To ab mujhe jaane dijiye.”

“Lekin Geet. Tumne itna achchha kaam kiya hai. Iske liye tumhein eenaam to milna chahiye,” Maan said naughtily and moved his lips towards hers. But she pushed him back by putting her hand on his protruding lips and said, “Mr. Khurana. Aap shayad bhool rahe hain ki ye office hai aur hum ek conference room mein khade hain.”

“Mrs. Khurana. Aap shayad bhool rahi hain ki mere paas ab shaadi ka certificate hai.”

“Aapko MP ko call karna hai. Aap chaar minute late ho chuke hain.”

Geet managed to distract Maan with this information and broke free of his grip giving him a triumphant look. Maan gave her a “I will show you later” stare and left for his cabin to call the MP up.

“Geet. Mr. Sharma ka call aaya tha. Un logon ne kuchh contacts nikale hain project waale area mein. Unki details aur introduction mere e-mail par aane waala hai. Jaise hi woh bhejein, Adi se kahna ki unke saath follow-up kar le. Us party ko kuchh donation dena pade to bhi theek hai.”

“To Project hamare paas hi rahega?” Geet was delighted.

“Haan,” Maan did not reciprocate her delight and continued in a matter of fact tone, “Mujhe Noida waali project ki site par urgently jaana hai. Tum ghar chali jana doosri car mein.”

“Noida mein kya ho gaya achanak?”

“Ghabrane ki koi baat nahin hai. Main wapas aa kar batata hoon.” With this Maan immediately left her cabin leaving her to wonder about several things.

“Aa kar bataunga? Pata nahin kya ho gaya hai. Babaji – koi badi problem na ho. Main wahan chali jaun kya? Nahin, nahin. Agar kuchh gadbad hui to unka gussa bhadak jayega. Kabhi kuchh dhang se batate nahin hain mujhe. Aur baad mein jab kaam badh jayega to mujhe kahenge ki main kuchh yaad nahin rakhti hoon. Babaji! Kya karoon main inka? Aur haan. Subah to mujhe itna pareshaan kar rahe the. Usmein bada mazaa aa raha tha. Ab jab project mil gaya hai, to aise baat kar rahe the jaise ki koi badi baat hi na ho. Zara si taareef nahin kar sakte the? Khair. Chaddo. Unka to roz ka yahi kissa hai. Ab pata nahin kahan chal diye hain – aa kar batata hoon – ghar bhi akele jaana padega. Raaste bhar koi baat karne ke liye bhi nahin hai. Babaji!”

When Geet entered the bedroom, it was was very dimly lit. She looked around to see the special lighting arrangement that was done in the room to give it a very cozy feel. She smiled. So, this was his important work on Noida project.

As her eyes adjusted to the light, she noticed the wall near the headboard of their bed. It said “Thank you” written with the glow-in-the-dark stars. Geet moved towards the bed and spotted a packet lying there. With it was a note that said, “Meri Mishti ke liye” written with the glow-in-the-dark stars again. She opened the the packet to find a hand mirror with beautiful and intricately carved silver frame lying there. There was another note beside the mirror. She read it, “Is aaine mein jo chehra dikh raha hai, woh duniya ki sabse khoobsoorat ladki ka hi chehra nahin hai, woh meri zindagi ka bhi chehra hai.”

Geet smiled again and put the note down. She brought the mirror in front of her face. Though the room was only dimly lit, she could very well see her smiling, blushing face in it. Suddenly two strong arms hugged her from behind. She knew the touch too well to be scared by their sudden appearance. Maan whispered in her ears, as if continuing the note she had just read, “Ye us ladki ka chehra hai, jisne mera akelapan hi door nahin kiya; mere adhoorepan ko bhi mita diya hai. Is ladki ne meri saari kamzoriyon ko, khamiyon ko bematlab kar diya hai. Jab se ye ladki meri zindagi mein aayi hai, meri partner bani hai, tab se mere liye kuchh bhi karna possible ho gaya hai. Jo taqat mere paas pahle kabhi nahin thi, ye ladki meri woh taqat ban kar aayi hai. Ab main duniya jeet sakta hoon. Lekin agar poori duniya ko gawa bhi doon, to bhi jab tak ye mere saath hai, mujhe koi gham nahin hoga.”

Geet turned in his embrace to face him and buried her face in his chest, “To ye tha aapka zaroori kaam?”

“Isse zyada zaroori aur kya ho sakta hai? Maine kaha tha na ki itna achchhe kaam ka inaam to milna hi chahiye tumhein.”

“To main jab bhi kuchh achchha karoongi to aap mujhe aise hi inaam denge?”

“Agar tum chaho to tumhre bina kuchh kiye bhi de sakta hoon.”

She looked up at his face and both of them smiled.

“Chalo,” Maan put his arms around her shoulders and led her to the other side of the bed. There was a pedicure vessel there with massaging rollers and heating feature. The water was already warm to a confortable temperature. There was a huge, comfortable leather chair in front of it. Maan made her sit on the chair and kneeled in front of her. He took off her sandles one by one and placed her feet in the pedicure vessel. Then he started the massaging rollers. After the initial tinkling in her feet subsided, Geet found herself getting relaxed. She leaned on the back of the chair. Maan came behind her and undid the dori of her kurti followed by opening the hooks at the back. This made Geet gasp. For a moment his hand caressed her bare back, but then he turned his attention to her shoulders. He slipped the kurti slightly off her shoulders leaving them bare. Then he picked up aromatic oil from the table nearby and started giving her a relaxing and sensual shoulder massage. During the massage he took the opportunity to let his hands roam around to her neck, nape and front. Next he took the rubber band off from her hair letting them lose. He ran his fingers through her hair and then gave her a very soothing head massage.

She felt him moving away and opened her eyes to look at him. He was wearing his usual night dress – the black vest and the black pajama. And as usual, he looked incredibly attractive to her in that. He had moved away only to switch off the rollers in the pedicure vessel. Then he came back and lifted her out of the chair in his arms. She put her arms around his neck, happy to let him decide the course of the evening. He took her to their huge bathroom. The bath-tub was already filled with warm water and rose petals. He lowered her into the bath tub, stood up and looked at her intently with his passionate and lust-filled eyes. This made her feel conscious. And she asked nervously, “Aise… Kya… dekh…rahe hain?”

“Apne inaam ko dekh raha hoon. Aur woh tumhare inaam se bahut zyada achchha hai.” He said suggestively and joined her in the bath-tub for a long sensuous session of love-making.

“Maan!” Geet called his name when they were lying in the bed later that night.

“Bolo Geet,” he turned towards her with a smile on his face and pulled her even tighter into his arms.

Geet tried to say something but hesitated and finally stopped.

“Kya baat hai Geet?”

“Kuchh nahin. Bas Thanks bolna tha.”

“Thanks? Kis liye?”

“Ye sab karne ke liye.”

“Oh! Woh to main dubara bhi kar sakta hoon,” saying this he tried to get on top of her, but Geet pushed him away laughing.

“Badmashi mat kijiye Maan.”

“Ab agar tum in cheezon ke liye thanks bologi to mera hausla to badhega hi na,” then Maan changed his tone from naughty to serious, “Lekin Geet. Tum kuchh aur kahna chah rahi thi. Hai na? Batao mujhe.”

“Maan! Mujhe ab bhi kai baar bharosa nahin hota ki meri zindagi mein itni khushiyan hain. Ki aap jaisa insaan mujhse itna pyaar kar sakta hai. Aisa to kuchh bhi nahin hai mujhme. Main ek chhote shahar ki ek bahut hi saadhaaran ladki hoon. Kyon itna pyaar karte hain aap mujhse?”

“Saadhaaran ladki? Kitni saadhaaran ladkiyan apne vishwas ke liye poori duniya se lad jaati hain Geet? Lekin main tumhein sirf bravery award dene ke liye tumse pyaar nahin karta.” Maan laughed slightly and this sentence made even Geet smile.

“Sabse badi baat ye hai Geet ki tum har mayne mein mere liye sachchi ham-safar ho. Tum mujhe poora karti ho Geet. Mujhe Business chalana aata tha, logon ko control mein rakhna aata tha, lekin mujhe zindagi jeena nahin aata tha, purani baaton ko bhool kar aage badhna nahin aata tha, mujhe muskurana nahin aata tha, pyaar karna nahin aata tha, woh sab tumne mujhe sikhaya. Aur meri adhoori zindagi ko poora kiya. Aur aaj jo office mein hua usse to mera wishwas aur bhi badh gaya hai ki tum is duniya mein mere liye hi aayi ho. Jin logon ko mujhe control karna nahin aata, un par tum apna jadoo chala dogi, hai na? Sach ye hai ki jaise tumne client ko handle kiya, woh bilkul sahi tha. Lekin main jaisa insaan hoon, main woh kabhi nahin kar paata. Pahle hi gussa kar ke sab kuchh khatam kar deta. To main apni is sachchi partner se kyon ne itna, aur isse bhi zyada pyaar karoon?”

Geet smiled and snuggled up closer to him to hide her face in his shoulders. He stroked her hair and said, “Waise Geet. Agar yahi sawaal main tumse poochhoon to? Tum kyon mere jaise khadoos aur gussail insaan se itna pyaar karti ho?”

“Maan. Mujhe pata hai ki main aise bahut bolti hoon. Lekin itni badi badi baatein main nahin bol paungi is sawaal ke jawaab mein. Bas itna pata hai ki mere liye poori duniya aap hai. Shuruat mein main aapki ahsaanmand thi, kyonki aapne har kadam par meri madad ki thi. Aur ye ehsaas kab badal kar pyaar ban gaya mujhe pata hi nahin chala. Shayad aapne mujhe bahut sar par chadha liya tha, tabhi main ye himmat kar baithi.”

“Himmat? Himmat ki to tum baat mat karo Geet. Mujhe abhi bhi yaad hai ki kitne papad belne pade the mujhe tumse tumhare man ki baat kahalwane ke liye.”

“Achchha! Aur aapne kaun si apne man ki saari baatein kah di thi? Hamesha mujhse uljhaye rakhte the.”

“Geet tum mujhe gussa dila rahi ho.”

“Woh kaun si nayi baat hai. Waise aap mere saath kya kar rahe hain? Mujhe bhi gussa aa raha hai.”

The moon on their window must be smiling at this perfect closure of their evening. They fought like kids, using pillows and bed cover as their weapons, till they were tired; then made up with a smile and went to sleep.

– The End –

Acceptance

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Another look at how Maan and Geet reunite after Geet has left Khurana Mansion and come to Amritsar.

She was wandering around aimlessly near the Golden Temple. What was left in her life now? There was nothing to live for. The baby was gone. The one man who had taught her how to live with self-respect, the one man she had thought would trust her beyond anything had trashed her self-respect. What was she to do with her life? Live for herself? That was something she hadn’t learned to do. She had never done it in the past. When she had left her family, it was still for the sake of the baby. When the baby was gone, she still had Maan in her life. Who was she to live for now?

It was possible that Maan didn’t really mean what he had said. He was just angry. One of his uncontrolled bursts. Yet, how could he say those horrid things to her? Could she forgive him if he apologized? Should she give him a chance? No! Not again. She will not show her weakness, not even to him. If she could not live for herself, if life became meaningless, she would rather end her life than forgive that insult. He had always promised that he would control his anger, but he never did. And now she would not take it any longer. So what if she would remember him every living moment of her life; So what if her life could have no meaning without him! She would not go back to him. She would not forgive him.

It was an open area with some trees here and there. People were sitting under the trees. Some were praying, some chatting with their family members and friends. She looked at the group close to her. It was a group of wandering Sanyasis – both men and women were there. They were discussing something. Many people who looked like they did not belong to the group were also sitting there listening to their discussion devotedly. For Geet, going somehere else was as good as spending some time with this group. What did anything matter anyway? She walked towards the group and sat with others in the audience.

One Sadhu, who looked elder than most others in the group, was explaining, “Insaan duniya mein jo bhi karta hai, khush rahne ke liye karta hai. Jiski samajh mein khushi jismein hai, woh wahi paane ki koshish karta hai. Logon ko lagta hai ki paise mein khushi hai, parivaar mein khushi hai – isliye paise kamane mein jaan laga dete hain, shaadi karte hain, bachche paida karte hain. Lekin ek na ek din sabko ye ehsaas hota hai ki sachchi khushi in sab cheezon se nahin mil sakti. Sachchi khushi insaan ko pyaar se milti hai. Main us pyaar ki baat nahin kar raha, jo hum apni suvidha ke liye karte hain ya samaaj ke bandhanon mein karte hain. Balki Woh pyaar jismein kisi cheez ki ichchha nahin hoti, koi shart nahin hoti. Woh pyaar jismein pyaar karne waala aapko waise sweekaar karta hai jaise aap hain. Woh pyaar jismein kissi ko kuchh sabit karne ki zaroorat nahin hoti. Lekin aisa pyaar is duniya mein nahin milta. Aisa pyaar insaan nahin kar sakte. Jeevan ki bhaag-daud mein pis kar hum jinse pyaar karte hain, unki bhi khaamiyan dekhne lagte hain. Unhein apne tareeke se dhaalne ki koshish karte hain. Unse kuchh pana chahte hain. Ismein kissi ki koi galti nahin hai. Jeevan hai hi kuchh aisa. Isliye ek na ek din sabko us pyaar ki khoj mein oopar waale ki or dekhna padta hai. Bas wahi hai jo hamein hamari saari khamiyon ke saath, saari galtiyon ke saath bhi apna sakta hai. Bas uski sharan mein jaane ki zaroorat hai.”

Something struck Geet very hard on hearing this. She was unable to gather her thoughts coherently; so she felt the urge to be alone and think it over. She got up, left the group and kept walking until she found herself alone, away from people, even though they were strangers and would not have disturbed her. She sat on a bench nearby. She remembered the accident they had while returning from Shimla. The one which had taken Maan to his death-bed. The thought made her tremble. And it had happened only because of her childish demand. Wanting to drive the car on the highway. When he was out of danger after the accident, she had asked him feeling horribly guilty, “Main aapko bahut pareshaan karti hoon na?” And what was his reply? “Thoda, thoda. Par Geet, achchha lagta hai.”

Yes – that’s what he had said. Even after they had taken him so close to the death, he loved her antics, her childish stubbornness. He entertained them, even when they were against his basic nature. He not only accepted her faults, he not only loved her despite them, he loved her even for them. Could she not at least accept one fault of his – his anger? One fault of the man who had always supported her, who had been her strength when she was weak, who had been her mentor when she was lost, who had saved her when she was helpless, who had loved her unconditionally, who had gone against even his own family for her sake, whose anger was also only due to his concern for her well-being. That Sadhu was wrong. Humans can love like that. At least her Maan could. No! Only Maan could. And she was the woman who he loved like that. She had found that ultimate love on this earth itself. She had to look nowhere else. Fate had been too kind to her. It might have happened in the disguise of miseries, but fate had treated her like its favourite child. Fate had given her Maan. How could she be stupid enough to leave him?

She stood up. She would learn to love him not only for his strengths, but also for his faults. She might not be able to reach that level of unconditional love that he had, but she could at least make a beginning. She could accept his faults and not let it come between them. She could learn to ignore anything he said in anger.

She rushed towards the temple. She had to get her Babaji’s blessings before she started her journey back. Back to Maan. Back to her love, her life, her world! She had just entered the prayer area, when she saw him. His tall figure kneeling on the floor, his head covered with a white handkerchief, his eyes closed, his entire being lost in prayer. The man who did not believe in God, but had started believing because of her. She was overwhelmed and could not look away from him. She also kneeled down, but she was not facing the shrine. She was facing him. She hadn’t closed her eyes, she was looking at him with tear-filled eyes. There were no questions in her heart, nor surprises in her mind at seeing him there. She was not thinking at all, she was only drinking his presence to her content.

He opened his eyes, got up, turned to leave and suddenly saw her, still kneeling on the floor and looking at him unwaveringly. He was taken by surprise. His movements brought her out of her trance. For some reason, hordes of doubts flooded her mind. Why was she assuming that he was there for her? He did not even know she was in Amritsar. How did she know he did not really mean what he had said and he still trusted and respected her like earlier? She became unsure. She was scared of her weakness for him. What if he wasn’t even thinking about her and she broke down. Should she go away? She silently asked Babaji to give her the strength to turn away.

But before she could turn away, she noticed his eyes. They were filled with tears now. There was that hardly discernible smile on his lips and his face showed a gratitude towards Babaji for listening to his prayers immediately. He walked towards her, as if he was in a trance. When he came close to her he lifted his hands to touch her, to hold her hands in his. But he stopped. The guilt came back to haunt him and he wasn’t sure she would allow him to touch her. He was about to take his hand back, when she held it. In a split second, the expression on his face changed from disappointment to grateful happiness. He put his other hand also on top of hers and led her away.

She did not look back to even offer thanks to Babaji. But somewhere the Creator was smiling looking at His two favourite children, walking together happily.

Maan stopped the jeep somewhere on the outskirts of the city. They hadn’t spoken a word since they met at the Golden temple. He got down from the jeep and Geet followed his lead. He walked around the jeep to come in front of her.

“Geet! Pichhle do dinon se main bhagwaan se bas ek hi prarthna kar raha tha ki bas ek baar tumse mila dein. Mujhe poora bharosa tha ki tum ek baar mere saamne aa jaogi to main kissi bhi tarah tumhein mana loonga, tumse maafi maang loonga. Lekin ab…” he paused before continuing, “Ab jab tum mere saamne ho to mujhe kuchh samajh mein nahin aa raha hai ki kya boloon, kaise boloon. Mujhe to pata bhi nahin Geet ki mujhe maafi maangne ka haq hai ya nahin. Lekin Geet, main bheekh to maang sakta hoon na tumse, apni zindagi ki, apni…”

Geet stopped him from speaking further by covering his mouth with her hand, “Maafi to mujhe maangni chahiye Maan. Maine to khud ko aapko saump diya hai na? Aapke saath jeene-marne ki kasmein khayi hain? Mujh par to aapka haq hai. To aapko mujhe kissi se, mujhse bhi maangne ki kya zaroorat hai? Mujhe koi haq nahin tha aapko chhod kar chale aane ka…”

“Geet,” Maan interrupted before she could apologize, “To tum mujhse naaraaz nahin ho?”

“Bilkul nahin. Mujhe pahle hi naraaz nahin hona chahiye tha. Mujhe to pata hai na ki aapko gusse mein koi hosh nahin rahta. To gusse mein kahi gayi baaton ko mujhe dil par lena hi nahin chahiye tha. I am sorry.”

Maan didn’t know how to express his happiness. He pulled her in a tight hug and she reciprocated. He could not stop a few drops of tears that filled his eyes. Even though they were tears of happiness, he did not want to alarm her. So, he wiped them off before breaking the hug and looking at her adoringly.

He spoke after few seconds, “Geet. Main khud ko badalne ki poori koshish karoonga. Waada karta hoon.”

“Maan! Gussa kisi ke liye bhi achchha nahin hota. Isliye main ye chahungi ki aap itna gussa karna band kar dein. Lekin mujhe ye bhi ehsaas ho gaya hai ki ek rishte mein hum kissi ki har chhoti-moti khaami ko lekar naraaz nahin hote rah sakte. Isliye agar aap gussa karenge bhi to main aapse kabhi naraaz nahin houngi. Ye mera waada hai.”

The way Geet was talking actually took Maan by surprise. He smiled as he tried to tease her, “Kya baat hai Geet? Do hi dinon mein meri bholi si Mishti itni samajhdaari ki baatein karne lagi hain?”

“Kya karoon? Jab aapke paas hoti hoon to aap apne pyaar se mujhe bigaad dete hain. Do din alag rahi to akal thikane aa gayi.”

At the mention of her having been alone for two days, all the worries of last two days came back to Maan, “Geet! Tum do dinon se akeli thi. Tum theek to ho na Geet? Tumhein kissi ne pareshaan to nahin kiya? Kahan ruki thi tum? Tumhare paas paise the?”

“Maan,” Geet stopped his non-stop questioning, “Main bilkul theek hoon. Mujhe kuchh nahin hua hai. Sach mein. Dekhiye main aapke saamne hoon. Aap please shaant ho jaiye.”

Maan was overwhelmed by his protective instincts and not knowing what to do he pulled her in a hug again, caressing her all over, as if trying to convince himself that she was indeed there and he had not been dreaming all this while.

“Maan. Maine bahut pareshaan kar diya na aapko in do dinon mein?” Geet spoke while still in the hug.

“Geet. Tumhein mere saath rah kar mujhe jitna pareshaan karna ho karo. Bas aise door mat jaya karo Geet. Meri saansein ruk jaati hain.”

“I am sorry Maan. I am really sorry. Main ab kabhi aisi harqatein nahin karoongi. Kabhi aise pareshaan nahin karoongi.”

Maan broke the hug and looked at her. Her guilt was visible on her face. He couldn’t see her like this. He thought for a second and said, “Mujhe meri bigdi hui, nakchadhi Geet bahut achchhi lagti hai. Bahut zyada samajhdaar mat ho jaana Geet, warna mujhe pareshaan karna waala koi hoga hi nahin. Phir to zindagi ekdum boring ho jayegi.”

Geet could see what he was trying to do and she couldn’t help smiling. She hit him slightly on the shoulder and he smiled too.

She changed the topic of the conversation, “Waise Maan hum yahan, is sunsaan jagah par kyon aaye hain?”

“Woh – kuchh nahin Geet. Woh to main waise hi drive karta gaya. Hum chalte hain, kissi hotel mein check in kar lenge.” Maan’s face and hesitant tone made it clear that he was hiding something. But before Geet could quiz him, drops of water started falling on them. They looked up instinctively. It had started drizzling. It was unexected as neither the season, nor the weather could have justified the rains then. It seemed like water had come to seal their bond again. They looked at each other and smiled.

But Maan soon got worried that Geet will fall ill, “Geet. Bheeg gayi to beemaar pad jaogi. Chalo andar chalte hain.”

“Andar? Yahan kahan andar jayenge? Chaliye achcha hai aapke paas car bhi nahin hai. Ab to aapko mere saath baarish ka mazaa lena hi hoga.”

“Geet,” he smiled arrogantly and almost dragged her from there. After walking a few meters, they came near a tent.

“Oh! To ye baat hai. Mujhe pata tha ki aap kuchh to chhipa rahe the. Ye bataiye ki aapko har shahar mein camping karne ke liye ye akeli, sunsaan jagahein kahan se mil jati hain?”

“Geet. Jab tum nahin hoti ho to mujhe akelepan ko dhoondhna nahin padta. Woh khud hi mere paas aa jata hai. Lekin ab tum aa gayi ho, to iski koi zaroorat nahin hai. Hum kissi achche se hotel mein check in kar lenge. Lekin abhi andar chalo. Baarish mein bheegna theek nahin hai.”

“Nahin. Main bhi dekhna chahti hoon ki aapki camping mein aisa kya mazaa aata hai. Hum kam-se-kam ek din to yahin rahenge. Lekin hum andar baarish mein bheegne ke baad hi jayenge.”

The drizzle was slowly converting into the rain and Maan got worried, “Geet! Chup chap andar chalo warna main tumhein zabardasti le jaunga.”

“Achchha? To pahle mujhe pakad ke dikhaiye?” saying this Geet ran away from there.

“Geet! Tum Maan Singh Khurana ko challenge kar rahi ho. Haar jaogi. Behtar hoga ki meri baat maan lo aur andar chalo.”

“Aap to challenge shuru hone se pahle hi dar gaye,” Geet provoked him.

Maan knew what she was doing, but he played along because he enjoyed her innocent games too. He started chasing her. But in that open area it was indeed more difficult to catch her than he had imagined. He couldn’t corner her against a wall or somthing. He had his athelatic body, but she was also light on her feet. She was giving him a hard time with her agile movements. He realized that he could not win this with mere power. He needed to be strategic. So, finally he made a movement from which she thought he was going to his right towards her. So, she changed her direction. But he moved opposite to what she had guessed and in a split second he was close enough to her to grab her hand. He pulled her hard towards himself and she fell into his embrace.

Both of them were drenched in rain by that time and the closeness made them very aware of each other’s bodies. Geet’s face was very close to his chest, Maan could feel the warm air every time she breathed out. Maan tightened his grip around her and one of his hands wandered to her nape, which he caressed roughly. Then he grabbed her hair with the same hand and pushed her face away from his chest. He looked at her face with water dripping from all over. She looked so vulnerable and desirable that he felt an uncontrollable desire surge within him. He had to take a deep breath and consciously tell himself that he needs to be slow and gentle. In the heat of his passion and urgency of his needs, he should not end up hurting or frightening Geet.

Her eyes were open initially, but she couldn’t survive the intensity of his gaze for long and soon closed them. The rain had stopped by this time. His lips moved towards her eyes and drank in the drops of water on her eyelids and eye lashes. Geet gulped hard when his lips touched her skin. Maan repeated the same gesture with the tip of her nose, her chin, her cheeks and her forehead, each time kissing her and licking her while ostensibly just drinking the drops of water. Her heavy breathing, trembling hands and increasingly unstable body were enough to tell him how much he was affecting her and how she wanted him as badly as he wanted her. But he must still be careful and gentle, he reminded himself. Irrespective of how aroused she was, hers was a young, timid and vulnerable body. She may not be able to withstand the passion of the animal roaring inside him at the moment.

He looked around and saw a tree close to where they were standing. He led her to the tree and made her lean against the tree. This gave her some support and now he could use his hands for more important things. He took out the rubber band from her hair and brought her hair in front of her over her left shoulder. He held her hair his right hand and went on his knees. Geet looked at him with curiosity. He turned his face up with eyes closed and squeezed the water out of her hair on his face. He drank whatever went into his mouth with such movements of his lips as if he was having the tastiest drink of the world. Geet smiled, overwhelmed by his feelings for her. This strange gesture of his had a difficult-to-find mix of love, desire, lust, adoration and devotion. She silently thanked her Babaji, an overdue thanks from when she had found him in the temple and wondered what was so great in her that this gem of a man loved her to death like this.

When he got up, he found her looking at him with love, gratitude and happiness in her eyes. She hugged him once again and he reciprocated as usual.

He broke the hug first and said in his usual seductive voice, “Geet. Bahut badi pareshaani mein daal diya hai tumne mujhe.”

Geet asked hesitantly, pausing after each word, “Ab.. maine kya… kiya hai?”

“Tumhein kuchh karne ki zaroorat hi kahan hai Geet? Tumhara yahan hona hi kaafi hai. Dekho na, meri aankhein chahti hain ki main tumhein dekhta rahoon, aur mera dil chahta hai ki tumhein baahon mein le loon. Ab main inmein se kiski sunoon?”

Geet blushed heavily, “To aap apni aankhon ki hi suniye.”

“Isse to insaaf nahin hoga Geet. Ye aankhein hi to dil ki gunehgaar hain. Inhone hi to dil ko itna majboor bana diya hai. Inhein to apne kiya ki sazaa milni hi chahiye. Waise tum mujhe ye kyon nahin batati ki tumhara dil kya chahta hai? Sach sach batana Geet?”

Geet felt shy and turned away before she replied, “Kya farq padta hai? Hoga to wahi jo aap chahte hain.”

Maan smiled and caressed her shoulders with his hands. Her hair was already over her left shoulder, leaving the right side of her neck bare, except for the barrier created by her dupatta clinging around the base of her neck. He got rid her dupatta by slipping it off her right shoulder and planted a passionate kiss there. Geet bit her lower lips and leaned on the tree to steady herself.

Maan’s words sent another sensation through her body, “Achchha? Aur tum mujhe rokogi bhi nahin aisa kuchh bhi karne se jo main chahta hoon. Hain na Geet?”

He obviously was not looking for an answer from her. It was just his style of telling her that he was going to have his way. So, she kept silent and waited for his next move. Maan took off her dupatta completely and acting on a urge smelled it deeply. Geet saw him doing this over her shoulders as she was still facing away from him. There was something very erotic about this act of his and they both felt the effect on their bodies. He hung her dupatta on a branch of the tree, which was low enough to be easily accessible.

Then he turned his attention to her body again. He noticed, not for the first time, how her drenched clothes had become almost transparent and were clinging to her shapely body. He felt the urge to rip them off immediately, but he again reminded himself to be gentle and slow. He started undoing the buttons of her kurti at the back.

“Maan,” Geet interrupted him for the first time.

“Kya hua Geet?” Maan asked without stopping what he was doing.

“Hum bahar hain. Koi aa jayega.”

“Kal se ek parinda bhi nahin aaya yahan Geet. Mujh par bharosa hai na?”

Geet did not resist even once after this and just nodded. She knew how possessive and protective he was of her. He would never put her in any embarrassing situation. She trusted his words blindly.

He was done with the buttons and moved towards her shoulders to slip the kurti off. But suddenly a sense of lack of privacy stopped him. He had convinced Geet a few moments ago and he knew for sure that they were completely by themselves. And yet – he was an extremely private person. This, in particular, was their own sacred moment. It deserved a more guarded place. He looked at her, her eyes closed, lips quivering, body trembling and face showing immense contentment and happiness – ready to submit to him. This woman deserved more protection from him. He took her dupatta off from the tree and covered her back with it. She opened her eyes, startled and turned to look at him.

“Andar chalo Geet.” He put her arms around her shoulders and took her inside the tent. She was confused but comfortable.

Suddenly Maan asked her in a matter of fact tone, “Geet! Tumhare paas change karne ke liye kapde to honge nahin?”

Geet replied, unsure, not knowing where this question suddenly came from, “Nahin. Mera saamaan to us dharmshala mein hai jahan main ruki thi. Par kyon?”

He changed his tone to the seductive one, “Tumhare kapde geele ho gaye hain na, utarne padenge. To achchha hi hai.” He wrapped his arms around her wet body. She felt too shy at his naughty remark to even smile properly. She gave a slight, nervous smile and started looking down.

What pleasure did he derive by embarrassing her like this? He must be a sadist. But deep down she knew she enjoyed this naughty side of his. It made her feel wanted as a woman.

He removed her dupatta and let it fall on the floor this time. They were in their own private space now. Slowly he underssed her and himself, before taking her to the make shift bed made with a plain bedhseet over a layer of hay. Due to the rains, she was feeling cold. He used a blanket lying there. But soon she was hot and sweaty naturally, as he worked on quenching the thirst which was troubling his body and his heart for several months now. He was nowhere close to being done. This was just the beginning of the fulfillment of his desires. But as he lied besides her sleeping form, he was content with the journey he saw ahead of them.

– The End –

Helpless Makeup

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This is supposed to happen when Geet has left’s Khurana Mansion, angry at Maan’s insult, and has reached Amritsar. Maan comes behind her to get her back.

He was experiencing a deja vu. It was at the same place where he had found her the last time in Amritsar. She had worn white even on that day. She had looked devastated then too. But he wasn’t bothered then. Or he wasn’t letting himself be bothered. He only cared about getting his land papers signed. What had happened to her was none of his concern.

But today… Today he wanted to be bothered. He wanted her to come to him, shout at him, blame him for her miseries, for her devastation, punish him – do anything to him. Anything, but staying away. She was standing there, lost and sad. What was she thinking about; or rather whom was she thinking about? He knew the answer. It was him. Nobody else mattered to her. She had done the unimaginable, only to be happy with him, for him. And he had lost her.

No. That could not happen. He might not deserve her after how he had behaved. But he was sure that where she was concerned, fate was kind to him. Irrespective of what happened, she was destined to be with him. He should not and would not take her for granted. But the fate will not punish him so badly for this mistake of his.

“Geet!” He went beside her called her name.

She turned and showed no surprise. But she looked at him blankly. As if he wasn’t there. She took a step back.

“Geet! Mujhe pata hai ki main tumhein nahin rok paunga. Main kuchh bhi…”

“Aap sach-much yahan hain?” She asked while taking another step back.

He was surprised. What did that mean? She had been hallucinating about him? And that’s why she wasn’t expecting him to be really there, even when she saw him? Why did his heart skip a beat? Didn’t he already know just how much she loved him? He might have hurt her so bad that she decided to leave him. But she couldn’t think of anything, anyone except him.

“Jab tum yahan ho Geet, to main kahin aur kaise ho sakta hoon?”

He could see in her eyes what her heart really wanted. She wanted to be in his arms. But her self-respect was hurt. She was strong. She would stand for her self-respect and would not let her heart give in.

She would have turned away, but he wasn’t going to let go of the chance he had got. He might have been an absolute idiot in how he treated her. But he was Maan Singh Khurana. He knew when to act. And he acted.

“Nahin Geet. Munh mat modna. Main jaanta hoon Geet ki main tumse kuchh bhi aisa nahin karwa sakta jo tum nahin chahti ho. Kyonki tum mujhse bahut zyada majboot ho Geet. Maine jo kiya, uske liye to main maafi maangne ke layak bhi nahin hoon. Main to swarthi hoon. Main chahta hoon ki abhi tumhein apni baahon mein utha kar apne saath le chaloon. Lekin tum nahin chahogi to main kuchh kar nahin paunga. Aur aaj mere kahne se tum mere saath wapas bhi nahin aaogi. Geet – mujhmein bahut khaamiyan hain. Tum meri baat nahin maanna chahogi. Lekin Geet – apni kismat ka kya karogi?”

He paused. She was surprised, she did not ask anything, but did not move away either.

He continued, “Tumhari kismat achchhi nahin hai Geet. Usne saari khamiyon se bhara hua ye insaan hi tumhari zindagi se jod diya hai. Usne ye tay kar liya hai ki tum chahe to is insaan se naraaz ho jao, is par gussa karo, ise badi se badi sazaa do, par tum isse door nahin ja sakti. Haan Geet. Ye kismat mere oopar bahut meharbaan hai, aur usne tumhare saath zyadati ki hai. Lekin tum apni kismat se nahin bhaag sakti Geet. Koi nahin bhaag sakta.”

“Chup rahiye aap,” she shouted suddenly startling him. His heart sank because she had started stepping back, moving away from him as she continued, “Bilkul chup. Ek shabd aur nahin bolenge aap. Aapko kya lagta hai? Ki aapki jab marzi hogi tab mujhe ulta seedha suna denge, jab marzi hogi tab zaleel kar denge, hamare rishte par sawaal khade kar denge? Phir aap aa kar apni meethi-meethi baaton se mujhe mana lenge aur main pighal jaungi? Yahi lagta hai na aapko?”

“Geet! Main…”

“Suna nahin aapne maine kya kaha? Ek shabd nahin sunna mujhe aapse,” She had stopped moving, “Har baar mujhe khwaab dikha kar unhein choor-choor kar dete hain, har baar aapka gussa aapke liye mere pyaar se zyada zaroori ho jaata hai. Itna ki aap meri baat tak nahin sunte hain aur ulte-seedhe ilzaam laga dete hain. Aur aapko lagta hai ki main phir bhi aapki baatein sun kar pighal jaungi?”

She paused, but Maan could not speak a word. Then she started moving towards him and it seemed that she did not realize it herself. Maan was so joyed by that subconscious gesture of hers that he could not suppress a slight smile. But that vanished as soon as she started speaking again.

“Ismein muskurane ki kya baat hai? Band kijiye muskurana. Aapko lag raha hai ki main mazaak kar rahi hoon? Aap bas mere kareeb aayenge, apni meethi-meethi baatein karenge aur main sab kuchh bhool jaungi?” She had come close to him by then and grabbed his collar. She shook him as she asked, “Bataiye – yahi lagta hai na aapko? Ab bolte kyon nahin hain? Yahi lagta hai na aapko? Ki aap meri kamzori hain? Ki main aapse naraaz nahin rah sakti, chahe aap mujhe kitni bhi chot pahunchayein? Ki pooja karti hoon main aapki? Ki aapka kiya koi bhi kaam, aapki boli koi bhi baat mere liye galat nahin hoti? Ki aap bhagwaan hain mere? Yahi lagta hai na aapko?” she lost control and started crying out loud while leaning on his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and let her cry. Even though it was tearing him apart seeing her cry like this, he knew that she was hurt and she had to vent out. She made no efforts to break free of his arms for a while.

Suddenly she broke free, but still held on to his collar. She started speaking again, still angrily, “Sahi samajhte hain aap. Aap ek baar pyaar se mera naam bulayenge, aur main sab kuchh bhool kar aapki baahon mein sama jaungi. Hain aap meri kamzori. Hain aap mere bhagwaan. Lekin kya is baat ki sazaa mujhe zindagi bhar milti rahegi? Kya is wajah se aap mujhe hamesha satate rahenge? Jaan le lenge meri?”

Maan found his voice back and silenced her by putting his hand on her lips, “Chup Geet. Bahut bolti ho.” Then he removed his hand and went down on his knees. He bowed his head down and said, “Geet. Main koi bhagwaan nahin hoon. Main to tumhari tarah ek nekdil insaan bhi nahin hoon Geet. Main tumhara gunrhgaar hoon. Jo bhi sazaa dogi woh mujhe manzoor hai. Bas mujhe chhod kar mat jao. Warna main kabhi apni khaamiyan door nahin kar paunga Geet. Main apne andar ke andhere aur gusse mein poori tarah doob jaunga.”

Geet also bent down to face him, “Mere bhagwaan ko is tarah chhota banae ki galti mat kijiye. Lekin haan – agar aapne dubara mujhe aise chot pahunchayi to achchha nahin hoga. Main aur kuchh bhi bardasht kar sakti hoon lekin aap mujh par bharosa na karein ye nahin bardasht kar sakti. Samjhe aap? Dubara aisa kiya to main apni jaan doongi…”

“Nahin Geet. Chup ho jao. Galti se bhi aisi baatein apni zabaan par mat lana.”

They both smiled and got up together. They hugged and closed their eyes just feeling the warmth of their togetherness. Suddenly they felt water drops falling on them. The opened their eyes to see that it had started raining. They broke the hug slightly and looked at each other. Water had come again to seal their bonding. The gave a smile of understanding and hugged again. All was well with their world!

The Loss

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Their baby! He had a connection with the baby even when he did not know of its existence. Everytime he had saved Geet, he had saved the baby too. In the twisted ways of the fate, the baby had become the reason why Geet had come to his life. Even if he had not developed any other feelings for the baby, he would have given it his life for this one favour! He had hated Geet when he first came to know of its existence; at least he thought so. But even then, he had felt a sense of responsibility towards the baby. He had not been able to leave Geet when she was pregnant. He had scolded her everytime she ignored her pregnancy and acted childishly. When he had accepted her in his life with her past, he had assumed the responsibility of the baby. He was doing it for Geet’s sake and he did not realize when the sense of responsibility had turned into care and then immense love. He did not realize when he had started looking forward to the baby’s arrival in their lives, not just for Geet’s happiness, but for his own as well. He did not realize how, but all of this had happened. He had started feeling enthusiastic about becoming a father. And finally he was happy with his life, with his small family.

And then the accident happened. He was heart-broken. He had never felt this helpless in his entire life. He wasn’t sure what was tearing him apart more. His own grief or Geet’s heart-breaking pleas to bring her baby back! At that moment, they had cried in each other’s arms.

But later…

He looked up to see Geet standing in the balcony. His Geet! He felt like he not only had lost his baby, but he was also losing Geet. She was completely oblivious to her surroundings. Even to him. His presence did not affect her any longer. He remembered the time when she would sense his presence in the house even from far. The time when she had come running to him after his return from Chandigarh, not caring about her dupatta that had caught fire. The time when simply by going close to her, he would have her weak in her knees. Now she walked past him as if he did not exist.

If there was one thing which could have helped him come out of the grief the baby’s loss had brought, it was Geet’s chatter. If only she would talk to him. He would have happily listened to anything she said; if only she would talk. But he was not able to do anything to make her talk. She had talked to him properly only once. When he had tried to clear up the things from the baby-room he had decorated so enthusiastically. She had accused him of trying to take away baby’s memories from her, which was all she was left with. How hurt had he felt! But what could he do? Whom could he blame? Definitely not Geet, who had become practically lifeless. He could not be mean to her. He had been a witness of her struggles for the baby. He had understood that the baby was more important to her than even himself and he had accepted it. But what was he to do now? For her, for himself? He was in a double whammy. The loss of the baby had hurt him deeply. And seeing Geet like this was tearing him apart. In trying to give strength to Geet, he was not able to even grieve for the baby openly. There was no respite for him.

He shuddered as the thought occured to him once again – he was losing Geet too. He was losing his most precious possession. Life was slipping out his hands like sand.

“Khana kha lo Geet. Tumne breakfast bhi nahin kiya tha.”

She just pushed the plate away and got up to leave.

“Ruko Geet. Meri baat to suno.”

She had barely eaten one chapati since yesterday. She was already weak after the accident. This way she would kill herself.

The thought made him shiver again. Where had she gone? She had to eat, even if that meant him force-feeding her. He decided to go and look for her.

She was wandering in the garden. From a distance, he saw Dev approaching her. This had him worried. He did not want to shout from there, lest it disturbed her. He walked faster, but Dev was already talking to her by the time he reached there. He overheard him, “Geet. Main tumhara dukh samajh sakta hoon. Woh mera bhi bachcha tha…”

“Dev,” Geet shouted at him with such force in her voice that not only Dev, but Maan was also scared for a moment, “Agar tumne dubara mere bachche ke saath apna naam liya to main tumhara khoon kar daaloongi. Bhool ke bhi aisi galti mat karna.”

She was trembling in anger. Her eyes looked mad and murderous. She looked like she’d actually make good of her promise of killing Dev. Dev silently retreated as Maan went to her and held her.

Without saying anything, he directed her towards the mansion and she complied silently. There was something in her violent demeanour that troubled Maan. His instincts were warning him. Geet was not fine at all. He managed to feed her one chapati, but she would eat no more. That should give her some energy at least, he told himself. He asked her to take rest and went out on the terrace to clear his mind.

Annie saw him going to the terrace and just then she spotted Dadi Ma.

“Dadi. Aapko nahin lagta hai ki Geet ke miscarriage se na sirf dono log dukhi hain, balki unka rishta bhi bikharta ja raha hai? Geet ko to jaise pata hi nahin hai ki Maan bhai uske aas paas hain. Aur Bhai bhi apne man ki baat kar nahin pa rahe hain. Aapko nahin lagta ki hamein Geet se, ya un dono se baat karni chahiye?”

“Annie beta. Aapki baat to sahi hai. Ye bahut hi mushkil daur hai inke liye. Lekin beta, humne it dono ko shuru se dekha hai. Jab ye log ek-doosre ke liye apne ahsaason ko maanne ke liye bhi taiyaar nahin the, tab bhi ek doosre ki kitni fikr karte the, ye hamein pata hai. Bahar se dekhne mein chahe jaisa lage ki ye hamesha jhagad rahe hain, ya ek-doosre se baat nahin kar rahe hain, lekin inke beech mein kissi bhi teesre insaan ke liye jagah nahin hai. Hamare ya aapke liye bhi nahin.”

“Lekin Dadi, abhi kuchh zyada bura waqt nahin hai?”

“Ham jaante hai Annie ki aap kya kah rahi hain. Lekin hamara yakeen maaniye. Ye jab jhagadte hain, to isliye kyonki ek doosre ki awaaz sune bina rah nahin sakte. Ye agar chup rahte hain to bhi ek-doosre ki khamoshi padh lete hain. Inke rishte ke har utaar-chadhao ko inhone khud hi suljhaya hai. Abhi bhi bas ek doosre ki hi baat samjhenge. Kissi aur ke kiye kuchh hoga bhi nahin. Rishte to humne apni zindagi mein bahut dekhe hain beta, lekin inke beech kuchh alag hai, kuchh bahut gahra hai, jise aam taur par log samajh bhi nahin sakte. Kabhi kabhi to hamein bura bhi lagta hai, lekin aapne bhi to dekha hai na ki Maan ko Geet ke saamne kuchh aur nazar nahin aata hai. Hum bhi nahin. Aur Geet bhi Maan ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakti hain. Maan ki kaisi kadwi baatein jheli hain inhone ek samay par. Inka pyaar, nafrat, khushi, gham sab kuchh ek doosre se jude hue hain.”

“Theek hai Dadi. Jaisa aap theek samjhein. ”

When Maan came back from the terrace Geet was not in the room. He wasn’t sure why, but he panicked. He checked the bathroom and the balcony. She was not there. He rushed out of the room. He saw Nakul going down the corridor.

“Nakul, tumne Geet ko kahin dekha hai?”

“Bas abhi-abhi kitchen ki or gayi hain.”

“Kitchen?” She hadn’t shown interest in anything, including kitchen and cooking, since the accident happened. Why to the kitchen suddenly? Water was already there in the room.

Maan spotted her as soon as he reached the kitchen door. He was horrified and cried out, “Geet!”

Geet looked up to him. Her eyes, which always spoke to him, were strangely empty. She was holding a meat knife close to her wrist. A single wrong movement and she would have harmed herself.

“Ruk jao Geet. Tumhein chot lag jayegi.”

“Maan! Mere paas mat aayiye. Mujhe mat rokiye aap.”

“Kya kar rahi ho Geet tum?”

“Main apne bachche ke liye jee rahi thi. Ab mujhe nahin jeena hai. Mere paas mat aayiyega Maan. Mujhe rokiyeha mat.”

Her face showed a madness that scared Maan.

But he realized the gravity of the situation and forced himself to think with his mind and not heart.

He suddenly said, “Dadi Ma. Aap yahan?”

Geet got confused because he was looking past her towards the kitchen shelves. How could Dadi Ma be there? She looked back instinctively and Maan used this opportunity to jump towards her, grab the knife and throw it away. He held her tightly lest she took the knife back and harmed herself.

When she realized what had happened, she started struggling in Maan’s grip, “Chhodiye mujhe Maan. Mujhe zinda nahin rahna hai. Mujhse meri zindagi bardasht nahin hoti hai…”

“To pahle mujhe maar daalo Geet. Agar tumhein kuchh hua to kya main zinda rah paunga? Pahle mujhe mar jaane do,” Maan cried.

The mention of Maan dying gave a jolt to Geet. She stopped struggling and looked up at him horrified. Her eyes were no longer empty; they showed immense pain. Pain at the loss she had already suffered. Pain at the potential loss of Maan, that he had just told her about.

Maan felt exhausted and he kneeled on the floor in desperation while holding Geet’s hands, “Geet. Main jaanta hoon ki maine apna waada toda hai. Hamare bachche ko main nahin bacha paya Geet. Mujhe tumhein chhod kar nahin jaana chahiye tha. Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi. Aur iske liye tum mujhe kuchh bhi sazaa de sakti ho. Lekin Geet – agar khud ko mujhse door karne ki sazaa dogi to main bardasht nahin kar paunga. Itni badi sazaa mat do Geet. Mera saath mat chhodo. Maine apne bachche ko kho diya hai. Ab agar tum bhi mere saath nahin rahogi to main kaise jee paunga?” His voice was sad and he looked defeated.

Geet did not say anything, but her tear-filled eyes told him that she understood him, finally! He got up, held her by shoulders and took her towards their room. She leaned on him slightly and he tightened his grip around her.

Annie noticed them together in the corridor and smiled.

Geet woke up in the middle of the night to find Maan awake. He was watching her.

“Kya hua Geet?” He asked all worried.

“Kuchh nahin. Bas pyaas lagi thi.”

“Oh!” He poured water for her.

After drinking the water, she asked, “Aap soye nahin Maan? Raat ke do baj rahe hain.”

“Haan. Woh Geet – main soya tha. Lekin achanak neend khul gayi.”

She knew he was lying. She thought for a moment and said, “I am sorry Maan. Maine aapko bahut pareshaan kiya. Mujhe pata hai ki aap dar gaye hain ki main phir se… I am really sorry. Main apne dukh mein itna doob gayi ki aapki tadap dekh hi nahin paayi. Main…” she started crying. She had understood Maan and had realized that she was being unfair to him. But her heart was still bleeding for her baby and she could not hold back. Maan did not try to stop her from crying. Just hugged her and few drops of tears escaped his eyes too. They couldn’t have wished away their grief. They could not have stopped themselves from crying. But they could at least do it togeher, in each other’s arms. And then one day they would be strong again!

– The End –

Animalistic Urge (Part 3)

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Next evening at around 4 ‘o clock, Maan sent Geet a message, “Tumhare liye 15 minute mein gaadi bhej raha hoon.”

She replied back, “Kahan ja rahe hain hum? Taiyaar hone ka to time dijiye.”

“Uski zaroorat nahin hai. Jo ghar mein pahan rakha hai wahi pahan kar aa jao.”

Geet was confused but happy that for once she does not have to worry about what to wear while going out with him. Driver left her at one of the poshest hotels in the city. Maan was there to receive her when she got down. She looked at him questioningly, but he just smiled and reassured her with his typical blink. Then he took her hands and walked to the reception. They had a reservation for Mr. and Mrs. Khurana. Receptionist gave him room keys in duplicate. Maan handed one of the keys to Geet and asked her to go to the room. He would join her in sometime.

Geet entered the suite that was reserved for them. The room she entered into had an entire beauty parlour set up. She looked around and saw a beautiful, pink bridal lehanga in the wardrobe. She wasn’t sure what to do. Just then she heard the doorbell and opened it to find some uniformed girls.

“Ma’m – hum log hotel ke salon se hain. Mr. Khurana ne aapko taiyaar hone mein help karne ke liye hamein bheja hai.”

“Oh! Theek hai. Aaiye.”

It took them close to three hours to do the entire bridal make-up for After she was ready, the girls took her to the other room of the suite, which was connected by a door to this one. Geet got another surprise when she found the entire room decorated with flowers just like their room on their wedding night was.

With her own make-up and dress, the room, and now the anticipation, she felt like she was reliving her wedding night all over again. And then it occured to her. That is what he wanted. He wanted her to live their wedding night fully, which both of them had spent anxiously. A smiled spread on her lips. So, she should play along as well. She had been roaming around in the room feeling confused till now. But now she climbed on the bed and sat there, waiting for her man – for their suhaag raat. Just like she had done on the night of their wedding.

Maan had entered from the other room and had already reached the connecting door when Geet was climbing on the bed. He was stunned by how she looked. Pink really suited her very well. He patted himself mentally for making the right choice. He had the lehanga stitched a few days back, precisely for the day that was finally here. He could keep it a surprise from her, because he had her measurements from the wedding dresses.

Geet did not realize that he was watching her, as she sat down on the bed, settled her lehnaga and dupatta properly, put her arms around her legs folded at the knees and waited. Waited for him to come and consume her, make her his own!

He smiled seeing her prepare. Somehow watching her settling down on the bed felt a very intimate sight to him. Something that the groom was not normally supposed to see. But he did. With his Geet, nothing was out of bounds. She did not need to pretend in front of him. He could and would know everything about her. He felt a rush of blood in his body at this thought. He took a deep breath to calm himself down. They had the entire night in front of them. And it was not to be just about him, but about her and him, about them.

When Geet saw him standing at the door. She became anxious and fidgeted despite her best attempts to remain calm. Maan noticed this. He moved towards her slowly and sat beside her on the bed.

She shivered when he placed his hand on her shoulder, surprising even herself. His touch was not so new to her now. She was used to his closeness, his touch, his breathings and yet – probably there was something in this wedding night arrangement that made her feel shy like a traditional new bride expecting to meet her husband for the first time. For some reason she also felt very nervous. It showed on her face and it did not escape Maan’s notice.

He asked in a very concerned, but also very seductive voice, “Dar lag raha hai Geet?”

She felt awkward, but did not lie. Just nodded in positive.

He smiled patronizingly, “Mujhse dar lag raha hai?”

She was not looking at him and did not see him smiling. She thought she might have offended him. So, she hastened to clarify, “Nahin… aapse nahin… woh…” She looked up at him and her voice drowned.

“Agar lag raha hai, to achchha hi hai. Lagna bhi chahiye. Aaj tak jitni shararatein tumne ki hain, un sab ka badla main lene waala hoon tumse aaj raat. Samjhi tum?” He had taken the dupatta off her head.

His words were threatening and his voice was seductively demanding. Geet’s heart skipped a beat. For a moment, she seriously wondered if she will survive his passion and demands for the night. But then she took a deep breath and relaxed. Why was she getting scared? This was Maan, her Maan. He always keeps her well-being before his own. She can safely let herself be drowned in his desires and passion. He will take care of everything. She closed her eyes and let this feeling of complete submission sink into her. It calmed her nerves and she was now looking forward to their night togehter with expectations.

She felt, absorbed and internalized his every touch as he took off her maang-teeka, followed by the necklaces. He placed a kiss on her forehead and rubbed his hand along her neck. Even those simple touches sent pleasant sensations through her body. She sighed. Her eyes were still closed. Maan did not like it. He wanted to be able to see in her eyes the sweet torture he would inflict on her through out the night. He wanted to be able to see her nervousness, shyness, excitement and pleasure. And where could he see all of these better than her eyes.

“Aankhein kholo Geet. Aaj ki raat wahi hoga jo main chahunga. Aur agar tumne aankhein band ki to mujhse bura koi nahin hoga.”

She opened her eyes. Maan sighed looking at them. What was there in those innocent eyes that had been driving him crazy since the first time he saw her? He wondered whether for the sake of his own sanity, he should let her close her eyes. But he pulled himself together. The temptation to see her entire being in her eyes was too strong, too intoxicating to be foregone.

He then restarted his task of de-accesorizing her. He took off her earrings one by one and licked and bit her bare earlobes. Geet’s eyes closed, but she remembered what he had told her and opened them before he moved back and looked at them. He saw her nervousness and excitement in her eyes and a very slight smiled crossed his lips.

He turned towards her feet and took off her payal. He massaged the muscles around her ankles. It relaxed and aroused her at the same time. Once again she had to put in conscious effort to keep her eyes open. Left to themselves, the would close immediately. Maan saw her struggle and smirked when she was not looking at him. Next he removed her bangles and then rings from her fingers. As he bared her hands, he took them between his own and pressed them in a way that conveyed his assurance, protection, desire, passion and demands at the same time. Geet was getting overwhelmed.

His hands went to her shoulders to free her dupatta form the pins which were holding it to her blouse. Geet gasped when he slipped his fingers inside her blouse at her shoulder. He took the pin out from both sides of her blouse deftly and removed the dupatta. He threw it on the floor. There was no way she could have reached it. She kept herself from closing her eyes, but could not look at him either. Her eyes were downcast. He had seen her in semi-dressed state earlier too, but this moment was different. She felt very vulnerable and her folded legs instinctively moved towards her upper body in an attempt to cover her. But he stopped her by touching her knees and instead of allowing her to curl up, he pushed her to lie down on the bed.

He planted a kiss on her exposed belly and said, “Baby! Aapke Papa aapki Mamma ko thoda pareshaan karne waale hain aaj. Thoda nahin, kaafi saara. Lekin aapko ghabrane ki koi zaroorat nahin hai. Mamma ko bhi achchha hi lagega. Waise bhi ye unki shararaton ki hi punishment hai. Aap aaram se so jaiye.”

Then he looked at Geet with eyes that seemed to tell her that he would eat her up there and then. She gathered her crumbling will power together and asked him in a broken and weak voice, “Aap.. baar baar… mujhe… darane ki… koshish kyon kar…”

He bent down and kissed her right arms several times before replying, “Main tumhein darane ki koshish nahin kar raha hoon Geet. Bas wahi kah raha hoon jo main karne waala hoon.”

She swallowed hard. Maan made her lie on her stomach and started kissing her on the spine starting from the small of her back. She fought to keep herself calm, but he just seemed to know how to drive her crazy. As he reached close to her blouse, she untied the multiple doris that were holding it in place, exposing her upper back too for him to devour. He continued the assault with his lips, tongue and teeth on her nape, sides of the neck and the shoulders.

She completely lost herself and called out his name, “Maan!”

Maan withdrew from her for a moment to ensure that she wasn’t uncomfortable. She took this chance to turn around. Once she was on her back, she reached out for his shoulders and pulled him close to herself, hugging him tight. He hugged back and smiled. He had succeeded in his designs on her. He had driven her to the edge and she was now going to be helpless in his arms. Consumed as much by desire as he himself was. It was going to be fun now, he told himself.

“Itni aasaani se nahin Geet,” He told her in a strangely sweet, menacing way, “Abhi tumhein aur tadapna hai, mujhe itne dinon tak tadpane ke liye.”

He continued to torture her, touching and kissing her all over, but not giving in to his own or her desires of consummation. He literally took her to the limits. He, himself, was getting to the limits in the process, but the fun was worth it. It was after an hour, that he showed some chances of relenting, when he finally kissed her on the lips. His kiss was so desperate and demanding that it gave away how much on the brink of giving in he himself was. After he broke the kiss, he whispered in her ears, “Ye kiss yaad rakhna Geet. Zindagi bhar. Achchha lagega.”

After that even if he wanted to torture her more, his own restraint gave way as they united with each other in a passionate consummation.

After a while, when they were lying in each other’s arms and their pantings had subsided a bit, she spoke, “Maan!”

“Kya hua Geet?”

“Ek baat poochhon?”

He turned towards her and said smilingly, “Agar mana karoonga to nahin poochhogi?”

“Abhi bhi chidhana zaroori hai?”

“Tumhein chidhana aur tumse jhagda karna bhi utna hi achchha lagta hai Geet jitna ki… tumse pyaar karna.”

He ended his sentence in such a suggestive tone that she blushed heavily and could not pretend to be irritated.

“Bolo Geet. Kya poochhna tha?”

“Aapne itna sab kyon plan kiya?”

“Kyonki Geet. Hamara ek sapna adhoora rah gaya tha, haalaton ki wajah se. Main use poora karna chahta tha.”

Geet smiled lovingly and snuggled up closer to him in almost a hug. He was obsessed about each of her dreams, wasn’t he?

They slept so peacefully that night as they had not done in ages.

– The End –

 

Animalistic Urge (Part 2)

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His instinctive reaction was to shake her up and ask her right away – Why! Why did she do that… But he had not completely lost his mind. Just a while back, in his aggression, he had hurt her. He shouldn’t be repeating that mistake. He couldn’t understand why it happened, but he realized that in his anger he became her assaulter, from her protector. Right now, he had to protect her from himself.

He tried his best to remain calm as he told her, “Kamre mein jao Geet. Tumhein aaraam ki zaroorat hai.”

Geet was surprised and scared. Why was he so calm? He should have bursted out with anger and questions for her. She suddenly remembered when he had become unexpectedly calm after the fiasco at his farmhouse party. He had planned to leave her forever then. What was he planning now? She was scared to death.

“Maan. Please meri baat suniye…”

Maan spoke angrily this time, although he consciously tried not to shout, “Tumne suna nahin maine kya kaha? Jao yahan se. Kamre mein jao.”

There was no scope for disobeying him. She would fuel his anger further if she did not listen to him. She moved backwards, scared to death, but unable to do anything.

He saw her receding figure and turned away. To get control over his thoughts and to release his anger, he started working out again.

Geet did not go back to her room. She hid behind a pillar, where he would not notice her and kept looking at him. She was feeling helpless and started crying. She pressed her mouth with her hands so that she did not make any noise. While she could not bring herself to leave him alone in this state, she could not afford to anger him further by making her presence felt either. She sank down on her knees and finally felt so exhausted and hopeless that she rested her back against the pillar and closed her eyes.

She stayed like that for around fifteen minutes, after which she felt someone’s presence, his presence around her. She opened her eyes and stood up startled. He was there watching her.

She got too scared thinking he would be angry that she did not listen to him, “Main… Maan… I am sorry. Main jati hoon.”

She turned to leave and got pulled back by his familiar, firm hands.

His voice reflected only pain when he asked, “Kyon Geet? Aisa kyon kiya tumne? Kyon madad maangne gayi usse? Us insaan se jiski shakal tak dekhna tumhein manzoor nahin hai!”

One of his hands was around her waist, and with the other he supported her at the upper back.

“Aapke blood group ka khoon kahin nahin mil raha tha Maan. Humne Delhi aur Chandigarh mein bhi pata karwaya tha. Meri saari ummeed khatm ho gayi thi Maan. Mere paas aur koi chaara nahin tha. Mujhe pata hai ki isse aapko bahut bura laga hai, bahut gussa aa raha hai, lekin mere liye aapki zindagi se badh kar kuchh nahin tha Maan. Dev se main jitni bhi nafrat karti hoon, usse bahut zyada aapse pyaar karti hoon. Maan ke bina Geet ka koi astitva nahin hai. Main apni nafrat ke liye aapki zindagi se kaise khel sakti thi?” she finally poured her heart out. She was still scared of his reaction, but simply by coming out clean to him, a huge burden had been lifted off her heart.

He pulled her in a hug. There were so many things he wanted to tell her. He wanted to tell her that no one can love the way she loved him. He wanted to tell her that how lucky he was to have her. He wanted to tell her that he was really sorry that due to him she had to feel indebted to the person she hated the most. But he had tears in his eyes and he would have choked on his words, if he had tried to voice these feelings. Somewhere he was sure that his Mishti understood the love, respect and gratitude he felt towards her. Not just for this sacrifice of her, but for every moment of happiness and love that she had brought in his life. He hoped that she was listening to his heartbeats right then and was able to hear all that was there in his heart.

And then a feeling of remorse took over. For how he had treated her earlier in the day. How insulted and humiliated she must have felt. Why did he do things in his anger that were a black mark on the sanctity of their relationship?

He broke the hug, cupped her face in his hands and said, “Geet. Mujhe maaf kar do. Maine kamre mein tumhare saath jaise behave kiya, mujhe nahin karna chahiye tha.”

“Maan. Aap aisa kah ke pyaar ke yaadgaar palon ko bura kyon bana rahe hain.” She blushed and lowered her eyes as she continued, “Pahli kiss to zindagi bhar yaad rakhne ki cheez hoti hai na?”

“Kis mitti ki bani ho Geet? Meri galtiyon mein bhi pyaar dekhti ho.”

“Auron ka nahin pata mujhe, par main to jaanti hoon ki us gusse mein pyaar ke alawa kuchh nahin tha. Sirf mere liye pyaar, sirf meri chinta,” she smiled looking into his eyes and then added to lighten the mood, “Haan! Bas agar aap mere haath aur kandhe na todein apni ye badi si majboot body ka fayda utha kar, to achchha rahega.”

Maan finally smiled. He was so overwhelmed that he did not know what should he do express himself. She was so much better at it than him. With immense love, he went ahead and picked her up in his arms.

“Maan – main bilkul theek hoon. Aapko mujhe utha kar le jaane ki zaroorat nahin hai.”

“Tumhein zaroorat nahin hogi Geet. Mujhe hai – tumhein apne paas rakhne ki, tumhein chhone ki!” He looked at her smiling and blushing face and fervently wished that he could find ways of expressing how much he needed to love her!

He settled her on the bed and lovingly caressed her forehead and cheek.

“Geet. Ab tum so jao. Raat kaafi ho chuki hai. Aur tumhein aaraam ki zaroorat bhi hai. ”

“Aur aap?”

“Main doosre kamre ke bathroom mein ja kar shower le leta hoon, takin tumhari neend kharaab na ho.”

“Nahin! Mujhe abhi nahin sona hai. Aap mere paas baithiye.”

“Par Geet…”

“Main kuchh nahin sun rahi. Jab se Shimla se nikle hain, jaise pareshaaniyon ki baadh aa gai hai. Mujhe thodi der shaanti se aapke saath baithna hai.”

Maan smiled, “Theek hai begam sahiba. Aapka huqm sar-aankhon par!”

He settled himself beside her and started stroking and caressing her forehead.

“Ab main yahan hoon to tum kuchh bol nahin rahi ho.”

“Ye lo. Har waqt bolna zaroori hai kya. Khud hi to aap shikayat karte rahte ho ki kitna bak bak karti hoon main.”

“Tum bak bak karti ho to main shikayat karne ke liye to munh kholta hoon, warna Geet – mujhe to dhang se baat karna bhi nahin aata. Apne dil ki baat batana to bilkul nahin aata.”

“To kya hua main hoon na hum dono ke liye bolne ke liye.”

Both of them smiled.

Maan noticed some papers on the side table.

“Woh kya hain Geet?”

Geet was startled, “Woh… Kuchh nahin…”

“Kuchh kaise nahin…” Before Geet could do anything Maan reached out for the papers and started looking at them, “Test results? Woh to kal milne waale the.”

“Haan – par doctor ka phone aaya tha ki taiyaar ho gaye hain to main aaj hi le aayi.”

“Phone to hamesha mere mobile par aata hai.”

“Aap ka mobile engaged tha to unhone ghar ke landline par kiya tha.”

“Aur tumne mujhe abhi tak bataya kyon nahin.”

“Woh… main batane hi waali thi…”

As Maan went through the reports, his eyes glittered with happiness and naughtiness. Geet was biting her lips in shyness and nervousness.

“To ye baat hai, Geet! Tum mujhse bachna chahti thi?” The reports indicated that Geet as well as the baby was fine and there was no danger to either of them now.

“Nahin… woh.. Main… Batane hi waali thi…”

Maan put the papers away, turned to her, pulled her closer and asked in his heavy voice, “Kya batane waali thi Geet?”

“Woh.. Reports ke baare mein…”

“Kyon? Kya badal gaya reports ke aane se?” he paused to see her reaction. Her shyness made him tease her even more, “Bolo Geet. Ab saari bak-bak karne ki taqat kahan chali gayi?”

He moved forward to kiss her. She closed her eyes, but he backed off at the last moment.

She opened her eyes and looked at him in cofusion.

“Nahin Geet. Aise nahin. Hamari suhaag raat yaadgaar honi chahiye. Tum aaj aaraam kar lo.” He paused and added with a mischievous smile, “Zaroorat padegi.”

With this, he made her lie on the bed, ran his hand from her forehead over her eyes to make her close them and kissed on her eyes.

He went out to another bathroom to take his shower and looked at the watch. He still had time to make calls and arrange things for tomorrow.

To be continued

Animalistic Urge (Part 1)

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Note on the OS

This is a different look at how Maan finds out and reacts to the fact that Dev donated blood to save his life.

Geet entered the room to find Maan pacing up and down in the room. His anger was scaring her to death. But it was not clear to her what was the best way out. Maan wanted the truth. She wanted to tell him the truth. But she was scared of his reaction. He might get even more angry and frustrated if he got to know the truth of blood donation. What if he took it out on Dev? As much as she hated Dev, she was heavily indebted to him for saving Maan’s life. If Dadi Ma wanted him to stay in Khurana Mansion until he recovers, she should ensure that. That much she owed to him.

But all this at the cost of giving pain to Maan. Her heart cried out. What was she to do? She knew his anger. And it pained her when she was unable to calm him down.

He noticed her and came to her immediately. Holding her at the shoulder, he pinned her to the wall near the door. His eyes were fiery with anger and aggression. He was hurting her, but she could not complain.

“Kya baat hui hai tumhari us insaan se jo tum itni badal gayi ho? Aakhir kiya kya hai usne?”

His anger had scared her so much that even if she wanted to, she was unable to say anything to him in reply. She was literally shaking from fear. She looked down and silently cried.

“Kyon meri kissi baat ka jawaab nahin hai tumhare paas Geet? Kyon nazarein nahin mila pa rahi ho mujhse? Aisa kya ho gaya hai?”

Still no reply.

His frustration knew no bounds and he became even more aggressive.

“Meri taraf dekho Geet,” he ordered, not requested, in a rising voice. She was forced to look at him. If she was shaking in fear, his entire body was shaking with anger.

A look into her eyes and his possessiveness acquired maddening proportions. The mere thought that she was keeping something from him stirred some of his deep seated insecurities, although he knew better than to doubt her fidelity. He felt a primitive, animalistic urge to mark her as his own.

His lips moved closer to hers and his hands tigheted their grip on her shoulder, pushing her against the wall with even more force. It hurt her so much that she cried out his name, “Maan!”

But in his mad rage he mistook it to be her resistance towards his approaching kiss. He lost any human restraint that was still there in him. He jerked her body, pulling her close to him, wrapping his left arm around her. His grip was so tight that she could not even have moved a bit. Thankfully it was not hurting her like earlier.

With the other arm, he grabbed her hair and pulled her head back. She did not resist it and that ensured that she was not hurt.

“Tumhein mere kareeb aane se problem hai Geet? Rok sakti ho mujhe?” he hissed and assaulted her exposed neck with his lips and tongue.

If anyone else would have touched her in this manner, she would have felt disgusted and would have revolted. But with Maan – she understood this animal in him. His first and the last concern in the world was Geet. It may not have been an ideal manifestation of the concern, but this was just his way. She also hoped that it would calm down his anger a bit.

And if she meant the world to him, even he had a hold over her that defied any rationale. Even in this situation with him being so angry, and her being so scared, his touch was affecting her. Even if her brain had asked her to resist, her body would not let her. Her breathing became heavy as he furiously kissed, licked and nibbled on her neck, earlobes, shoulders, cheeks, chin, eyes and forehead. She would have lost her balance when he attacked her lips, except for the support his arms were providing. The long, demanding kiss left her breathless. ‘First kiss,’ she marked the moment permanently in her mind.

She was unstable when he finally withdrew from the kiss. As he looked at her tear-stained, dishevelled face, something struck him. He suddenly came back to his senses, left her and took a step back. She had to support herself against the wall when he left her. The anger and aggressiveness of his face disappared and was replaced by shock, which in turn was replaced by pain, disgust and disbelief. He stared at her for a moment and then suddenly left the room. It took her a while to regain composure and think about what had just happened.

By the time Geet recovered, Maan had left the room. Where would he have gone? She thought for a moment and she knew exactly where to look for him.

He was her husband now and and she should have been used to his closeness, his body and its effects on her. Yet when she saw him practising Tai-Chi, it had the same effect on her as was the case when she had seen him like this for the first time. She gasped. The difference was that then she was scared of the feelings and desires his well-toned body and his graceful moves evoked in her. This time she could give in to them. She forgot about all the issues, all the tension they had to tackle. For those few moments, she forgot about everything that was bothering them. She walked towards him in a trance.

Strangely though he did not notice her. He was too absorbed with himself. He was done with Tai-chi and was doing stomach crunches lying on the floor. She observed him for couple of seconds. Suddenly she noticed the furiousness of his crunches and it brought her out of her trance.

He seemed totally oblivious to his surroundings, even of what he himself was doing. The crunches were so fast and furious that even with his training and practice, they could have hurt his body. Geet sensed trouble and called his name to bring him out of his thoughts. But he did not listen to her. She got scared and cried out loud, “Maan!”

He heard her this time. He looked blank for a moment as if he was not able to understand what was going on. And the he looked at her. Her eyes were filled with tears of concern and worry.

Maan got up. “Kya hua Geet?” he asked in a concerned and calm voice.

She did not reply, instead just stared at him for a few seconds. Then went ahead and hugged him tight putting her arms around his bare upper body.

Maan was confused, but responding to her hug was his natural reaction. He closed his eyes feeling her so close to himself and tightened his grip around her body. Both of them lost a sense of time as they stayed in that hug for at least a minute or two before breaking it.

It was Maan who became conscious first, broke the hug and stepped back creating some physical distance between them. He looked at Geet and figured that she was calm now.

She first needed to clear his immediate misunderstanding, but she suddenly became conscious of their closeness and his bare body. She stuttered, “Maan… Woh… abhi maine… kamre mein… main aapko rok nahin… rahi thi…”

“I am sorry Geet. Maine phir se tumhare saath galat…”

“Nahin. Nahin Maan. Aap sorry kyon kah rahe hain? Ye to…” she hesitated, but added with lowered eyes, “aapka haq hai. Main bas ye kah rahi thi ki main aapko rok nahin rahi thi. Aapne zor se pakad rakha tha to mujhe dard ho raha tha – isliye…”

“Kya? Geet tum theek to ho na? Tumne kuchh kaha kyon nahin Geet? Nahin – mujhe khud hi dhyaan rakhna chahiye tha. I am sorry Geet. Tum theek to ho…”

“Maan!” she interrupted, “Main bilkul theek hoon. Aap please shaant ho jaiye.”

They both were silent for a few seconds. Maan broke the silence.

“Geet tum kamre mein ja kar aaraam karo.”

“Mujhe aapke sawalon ke jawaab dene hain Maan. Aap please…”

“Nahin Geet. Main pahle hi tumhein bahut pareshaan kar chuka hoon. Mujhe kuchh nahin poochhna hai tumse. Doctor ne tumhein stree-free rakhne ko kaha hai aur main tumhara khayal rakhne ki jagah tumhare saath…”

Tears again clouded her eyes as she raised her hand to cover his lips and shut him up, “Bas Maan! Khud ko blame karna band kijiye. Mujhe pata hai ki aap gussa hain. Aur agar aapko gussa aa raha hai to khud par mat nikaliye. Mujhpe gussa kijiye. Yahi sahi bhi hai. Saare problems ki wajah main hi to hoon.”

“Geet. Aisa kyon kah rahi ho? Aisi kya problem aa gayi hai, jisne tumhein…?”

“Meri zidd thi, meri galti thi jiski wajah se woh accident hua aur aapki jaan khatre mein pad gayi…”

“Phir se ye baat kyon Geet? Maine kaha tha na tumse ki tumne hi meri jaan bachayi bhi hai.”

“Maine aapki jaan nahin bachayi hai Maan. Main bacha hi nahin sakti thi.”

Maan looked at her questioningly and did not say anything.

“Aapki jaan… Aapki jaan apna khoon de kar… Dev ne bachayi hai.”

Did he hear that right? Dev? She had to take Dev’s help to save his life. He felt like his entire world had come crashing down. He was indebted to that low-life for saving his life. Why did Geet do that? Why Dev? Why not someone else?

To be continued