Mish' Fiction

He made another call from the mobile and quickly appraised police of the situation. “Mall ki security waale log pata nahin kaha hain, aur kya kar rahe hain, Khurana. Chaos hai yahan.”

“Hum pahunch gaye, Kabir. Tum baaki logon ki chinta mat karo. Ananya kahan hai?”

“Ground floor, well ke paas. Sirf paanch minute bache hain Khurana…”

He saw policemen coming up the stairs from the basements and directing the evacuation.

“Ananya!” They heard Mrs. Kashyap scream.

“Ma!”

“Ronnie. Kya kar rahe ho tum? Le jao inhein bahar. Time nahin hai.”

He left Ananya’s side for a second and physically dragged Mrs. Kashyap for some distance. “Armaan. Ronnie. Dimaag se kaam lo. Kissie ke bhi yahan rahne se bomb squad ko kaam karne mein problem hi hogi. Aur… khatra bhi hai. Please le jao inhein.”

When he came back, the bomb squad had reached there and were examining the wiring.

“You should leave, Mr. Sharma,” one of the officers told him.

“Aap please mere oopar time barbaad na karein. Main kahin nahin ja raha,” he replied.

“Kitna time hai, Kabir?” she asked when he stood by his side and clasped her hand again.

“Kaafi hai.”

“Mujhe aapse kuchh kahna hai.”

“Bolo, Ananya.”

“Maine aapko bahut pareshaan kiya hai. Kabhi aapki baat suni nahin, kabhi maani nahin, kabhi bekaar ka gussa kiya. Lekin maine aapko pyaar bhi bahut kiya hai. Aapko pareshaan karte waqt ye nahin socha tha ki zindagi itni chhoti hogi. Warna gussa karne mein, door rahne mein itna samay barbaad nahin karti.”

“Hum kuchh hi der mein yahan se sahi salaamat bahar niklenge, Ananya.”

“Kitna time bacha hai, Kabir? Please bataiye mujhe.”

The bomb squad members had moved behind her and were trying to figure something out at the back of the vest.

He stood facing her and the timer made him gulp. But he replied truthfully, “Ek minute.”

She pushed him away and screamed, “Jaiye aap yahan se.”

“Ms. Kahsyap!” The person cutting the wire admonished her against moving.

“Itna hi saath tha, Kabir. Shayad agle jann mein…”

Kabir came back, held her face tight and hissed, “Saat janmon mein main vishwaas nahin karta. Yahi ek janm hai hamare paas. Agar ji nahin sakte to saath hi marenge.” And he kissed her hard.

A cap popped out from the vest and suddenly the clock stopped ticking.

Kabir stepped back.

“We are safe now, but let me take the vest off,” declared the lead of the bomb squad and they carefully freed Ananya of the vest.

As soon as the vest was off, Ananya’s knees buckled. She would have collapsed on the floor if Kabir had not held her in time.

“Ananya!” he screamed.

“Shock mein chali gayi hain. Main medical team ko andar bhejta hoon,” said one of the officers.

Kabir laid her down on the floor. She opened her eyes after a few moments.

“Tum theek ho?”

“Ma?”

“Main bulata hoon unko.”

“Nahin. Mujhe theek hone dijiye. Woh ghabra jayengi. Aap unhein bas bata dijiye ki main theek hoon.”

He nodded and called Ronnie. “Ananya theek hai,” he informed them, “Bomb diffuse ho gaya hai. Tum please sabko lekar uske ghar jao. Hum log thodi der mein pahunch rahe hain.”

—

After settling her in her bed, Kabir went out of the room and left her friends and family with her.

“Main bahut galat thi, Ananya, Kabir Sir ke baare mein. Jo insaan aapke saath marne ko taiyaar ho, usse behtar aapke liye aur kaun ho sakta hai? Woh best hain tere liye.”

“Haan Ananya,” her mother added, “I’m sorry ki maine teri choice par bhrosa nahin kiya. Main bhi Armaan ka soch kar tujhe wahan chhod kar chali aayi. Lekin usne kissi ka nahin socha.”

“Ma. Aise mat bolo. Tumne bilkul sahi kiya.”

“Main credit le sakta hoon kya? Hamesha Kabir ki side lene ke liye?” Ronnie said and made everyone laugh.

“Ab tu aaraam kar, Ananya,” he added more somberly, “Hum phir aayenge tujhe dekhne. Tab tak KKN bhi chala lenge. Tu chinta mat karna.” Everyone laughed again.

Mrs. Kashyap also left the room with Richa and Ronnie. Armaan stayed behind.

—

“Ananya theek hai?” Kabir asked.

Richa nodded at him.

“Main chalta hoon, Mrs. Kashyap. Koi zaroorat ho to–”

“Sir,” Ronnie interjected, “Aap Ananya se mil lijiye ek baar jaane se pahle.”

Happy to be given a chance he nodded and went in immediately.

—

“Didi,” Armaan was overwhelmed, “Tum ye itne khatre waale kaam mat kiya karo. Tumhein kuchh ho jaata to?”

“Main theek hoon na, Armaan? Aise ghabrate nahin hai, mere bhai.”

“Haan. Waise to jiju – I am sorry – Kabir Sir – tumhare saath rahte hi hain. To bas isi se bharosa bana rahta hai.”

Ananya smiled weakly.

“Ek baat confess karni thi, Didi.”

“Kya?”

“Jab tum Kabir Sir se naaraaz thi, tab Ronnie Bhaiya aur unhone mujhe call kiya tha.”

“Aur tu mere plans ke baare mein unhein bata raha tha.”

“Bas utna hi jitna Ronnie Bhaiya ko already pata nahin tha.”

“Ma ke zevar…”

“Tum mujhse gussa to nahin ho, Didi?”

“Nahin, Armaan.”

“Badi jaldi confess kar diya, Armaan. Ab agar mujhe dubara zaroorat hui to?” Kabir entered the room.

“Ab Didi aap se kabhi gussa nahi hongi Jiju – I mean, Kabir Sir.”

Ananya flushed at Armaan’s use of ‘Jiju’ in front of Kabir, but Kabir didn’t even bat an eyelid.

“Main ja kar dekhta hoon ki Ronnie Bhaiya aur Richa Didi hain ya chale gaye,” Armaan made an excuse and left them alone, remembering to shut the door behind him.

—

“Ananya. Tum resign kar do.”

“Ji?” she was alarmed.

“Khatre to tumhara peechha sa karte hain. Aur mujhe do-chaar baar aur tumhein aise khatron mein dekhan pada to mera dum nikal jayega. Sach mein!” he had started smiling by then and she was relieved.

“Maine resign kar diya to aapka mujhe rescue karne ka shauq kaise poora hoga.”

“Aaj ke rescue ka credit to police aur bomb squad ko do. Mujhe bomb diffuse karna nahin aata.”

“Isliye aap mere saath marne ko taiyaar the?”

“Main koi bahaduri ka kaam nahin kar raha tha. Agar tumhein kuchh ho jaata to kya main bomb se bach kar bhi zinda rah paata?”

A knock was heard at the door and Ananya blinked back the tears that threatened to brim over. Her mother came in with a cup of tea for Kabir.

“Iski zaroorat nahin thi, Mrs. Kashyap. Aap kyon taqleef le rahi hain? Main bas nikalne ke waala tha.”

“Kabir, ek request karoon?”

“Ji?”

“Kya aaj tum yahan ruk sakte ho? Hum sab – ya shayad sirf main – bahut ghabraye hue hain.”

Kabir’s mouth opened in astonishment. He looked at Ananya and then back at her mother.

“Ji,” he said finally, “Main rukoonga.”

“Ma. Kabir ke paas raat mein change karne ke liye kapde nahin hain,” she told her mother.

“Tumhare Papa ke kapde hain. Usmein se kuchh aa jayega. Main dekhti hoon.”

“Aapki aankhon mein aansoon?” she asked after her mother left.

“Kabhi kissi ghar ko meri zaroorat nahin rahi hai, Ananya. Aaj se pahle kabhi nahin.”

—

To be continued

“Sorry Vinod, Ananya. Tum logon ko itni short notice par weekend par bulana pada. Lekin mujhe tip mili hai ki unke do log yahan milne waale hain.”

“Sir. Last message jo mila tha hamein, uska kya matlab nikala hai police ne?”

“Most likely koi attack. Lekin usse zyada clarity agar police ke paas hai to woh humse share nahin kar rahe. Vinod tum woh corner waali table le lo. Main entrance ke paas rahunga aur Ananya you hang out near that shop pretending to window shop.”

“Ji.” Vinod left and Kabir stopped Ananya for a moment to tell her, “Dada aaj shaam nikal rahe hain. Kal se hamara kaam RG Pharma par bhi shuru ho jayega.”

“Ji,” she made to leave, but Kabir stopped her again, “Ek minute. Ye rakho. Aaj ghar wapas ja kar sun lena.”

“Kya hai ismein?”

“Khud sun lena.”

He had given her a small music player.

“Ananya. Hum log oopar food-court mein hain,” her mother and brother came there just then.

“Haan. Ma. Main kaam khatam hone par tumhein dhoondh loongi.” She explaied to Kabir when they left, “Ma shopping ke liye jaana chahti thi. Achanak aapka call aaya yahan aane ke liye to main unhein bhi yahin le aayi.”

“Okay. Aaj to lagta hai poori duniya isi mall mein aayi hui hai. Woh Ronnie aur Richa hain na?”

“Woh log bhi bahar jaana chahte the–”

“To tumne unhein yahin bula liya.”

“Ji.”

“Hum yahan lead follow karte hue aaye hain, Anaya.”

“Hamare saath aur log rahenge to hum kam hi conspicuous lagenge.”

“Ye bhi theek hai. Main apni position par jaata hoon.”

“Ji.”

—

A little girl was following her mother out of the shop, but she spotted some bangles and stopped. Ananya smiled fondly at her while keeping a watch on the surroundings from the corner of her eyes. Something about the young couple still inside the shop caught her eyes. Even before she had processed the information, she sensed the danger, picked up the girl and held her out to her mother. “Go!” she screamed at them. They escaped, but Ananya found herself at a gun point.

Kabir noticed immediately and ran in her direction, but stopped short when one of her captors fired a shot in the air. The shot also got the attention of everyone in the mall and few cries of fear went up, while everyone else tried to figure out what was happening.

“Hamare log chaaron taraf faile hue hain,” Ananya’s female captor yelled, “Everybody down on the floor. Sar neeche kar ke let jao sab log. Now.”

“Use jaane do,” Kabir said, his voice cold and steady, but Ananya could read the fear in the depth of his eyes.

“On the floor.” The man grumbled.

“Use jaane do. Main uski jagah lene ke liye taiyaar hoon.”

Seeing the man turn his gun towards Kabir, Ananya screamed, “Aap sun nahin rahe hain woh kya kah rahe hain. Sar neeche kijiye. Zidd karne se kuchh nahi hoga.”

He had himself seen the  wisdom of her advice by then.

“Ananya!”she heard her mother scream from a floor above. She could see her through the central well of the mall. Ronnie, Richa and Armaan were by her side.

Another shot went up in the air and Ananya screamed at her mother to obey her captors too.

“Andar chalo,” the woman ordered her. Trembling with fear she followed them inside the shop.

As they retreated behind the glass walls, Kabir looked up. He saw them using stoles from the shop to tie Ananya’s hands. Without standing up, he shot an SMS to Khurana. The reply he received chilled his bones. Apparently police had already received information about the plans of the terrorists. There was a plot to bomb the mall, though exact details were not clear. Police and bomb squad were on their way. All around him was restlessness. Children were squaling. Some adults were also sobbing. He heard multitudes of prayers. He surreptiously glanced around and wondered where the the teammates of Ananya’s captors were.

—

The man stood at the door of the shop and guarded it from outside, while the woman, after tying her hands at her back and then tethering her to a hook in the wall, disappeared behind a wall within the shop.

Ananya cried silently. Then she remembered the little music player pressed deep in her hands. Could she listen to what was in it without a headphone? Without much hope she felt around it with her hand and pressed at the first place she guessed there could be a button. Through its weak, but funcitonal in-built speaker, a song wafted through.

“Mujhse naaraaz ho to ho jao, khud se lekin khafa, khafa na raho…”

Her silent weeping turned into sobs and the woman returned. She tried to snatch the music player from Ananya, but met with resistance.

“Ise mujhse lene ke liye tumhein mujhe maarna padega. Aur agar mujhe maar dogi to tumhara jo bhi plan hai woh fail ho jayega.”

The woman smirked, having decided that the music player was harmless, she let Ananya have it.

“Mujhpe chahe yakeen karo na karo, tumko khud par magar yakeen rahe,” sang the little device in her helpless, tied hands, when the woman produced an explosive vest.

“I’m sorry, Kabir,” she sobbed as the woman fitted the jacket on her. The song died out after exhorting her

“Mujhse tum door jao, to jao, aap apne se tum juda na raho…”

—

“Kabir!”

Kabir sprang up on hearing her voice and his mouth went dry on on seeing ticker on the time bomb fitted on her.

“Unke aur log nahin hain yahan. Sabko yahan se nikaliye. Ma aur Armaan…” she started crying.

Some other people around them had started stirring by then. Kabir looked around and picked on some young men and women who seemed to still have their wits about them and put them to the task of evacuating the mall.

It wasn’t possible to avoid the chaos, but he left them to manage as best as they could hoping that mall’s security would wake up and take charge of the situation. Then he called Ronnie and asked him to ensure Mrs. Kashyap’s, Armaan’s and Richa’s safety.

“Kitna time hai, Kabir?”

“Bomb squad aa raha hai, Ananya,” he said and held her tight taking care not to press anything on the vest.

“Kitna time hai?”

Although reluctant, he replied, “Aath minute.”

—

To be continued

“Kabir. Kaisa hai, bhai?”

“Dada. Mujhe aapki madad chahiye.”

“Kaisi madad?”

“Aap aaj-kal mein Delhi aa sakte hain, please?”

“Kya baat hai, Kabir?”

“Dada. Ghabrane ki koi baat nahin hai. Lekin bahut zaroori kaam hai aur sirf aap hi meri madad kar sakte hain.”

“Theek hai. Main aaj hi aata hoon.”

—

“Sudhir Kashyap ki beti?” Rajvir Sharma was aghast, “Tujhe poori duniya mein koi aur ladki nahin mili, Kabir?”

“Dada. Main aapse apni relationship problem solve karne ko nahin kah raha. Lekin woh ladki apni jaan khatre mein daal rahi hai. Aur agar use kuchh ho gaya to—Is baar main apne aap ko maaf nahin kar paunga. Meri baat woh sun nahin rahi hai. Aap achanak usse milenge to kam-se-kam sun legi. Shayad vishwaas bhi kar le.”

“Ab tu apne sting operatinos mujhse karwana chahta hai?”

“Dada! Main ghar ko bahut miss karta hoon. Aap logon ko bhi. Lekin aap logon ki safety ki wajah se hi itne dinon se ghar nahin gaya hoon. Ananya ke saath mujhe saalon baad–”

“I’m sorry, Kabir. Humne tumhare saath sahi nahi kiya–”

“Nahin Dada. Aap logon ki jaan khatre mein daal kar, main kaise shanti se rah sakta tha. Ghar chhodna mera bhi decision tha. Main shikayat nahin kar raha. Bas ye kah raha hoon ki Manu ki tarah hi aaj mere ek kareebi ki jaan khatre mein hai. Aur aap uski jaan bacha sakte hain.”

“Theek hai. Kaise miloon main usse? Kab?”

Kabir’s phone rang just then. It was Ronnie.

“Sir,” Ronnie informed him, “Usne apne Ma ke zevar mortgage kar ke, aur apni saari investments nikaal kar kuchh teen lakh rupyon ka intezaam kiya hai. Aaj shaam mein kisi se milne ja rahi hai jisne use RG Pharma ke record room kas access dene ka promise kiya hai.”

“Thanks Ronnie!” he disconnected the call. “Dada! Aapko usse aaj hi milna hoga. Office mein. Ye hai uski tasveer, aur main batata hoon aapko kya karna hai.”

—

“Ananya Ma’am. Aapse koi milne aaya hai.” Ananya got a call from the reception.

“Kaun?”

“Woh insist kar rahe hain ki aapko hi batayenge.”

“Okay. Aati hoon.”

She came out to find a tall, fair man waiting for him, whose face made her uncomfortable with its familiar features.

“Ji?”

“Ms. Ananya Kashyap?”

“Ji. Aap?”

“Mujhe aapse RG Pharma ke baare mein kuchh baat karni hai. Kya hum kahin privately baat kar sakte hain?”

“Hum neeche coffee shop mein ja sakte hain.”

“Nahin. Bahar nahin. Aapke office mein? Conference room?”

His manners were strange. As if he had rehearsed what he wanted to say. But Ananya acquisced and escorted him in, unaware of Kabir’s eyes following them from his cabin.

“Chai, coffee kuchh lenge aap?” she asked once they were in the conference room.

“Nahin. Aap please baithiye.”

“Aap kya batana chah rahe the mujhe?”

“Chhoti si baat. Lekin utni chhoti bhi nahin hai shayad. Aath saal pahle mera beta kidnap ho gaya tha. Tab woh paanch saal ka tha. Kidnappers ne phone kar ke paison ki demand nahin ki.”

He paused and she asked, “Phir?”

“Woh RG pharma ke woh papers wapas chahte the jisse ki aapke Papa ki begunaahi aur us company ke senior management, inclduing the owner, ki galti saabit hoti, nakli dawaiyon aur pachaas bachchon ke death ke case mein.”

“Woh paper…”

“Mere bhai ke paas the.”

“Aap?”

“Rajvir Sharma. Kabir ka bhai. Humne use pressurize kiya, na sirf woh papers wapas karne ke liye, balki is investigation ko dubara kabhi touch na karne ke liye, aur… aur ghar chhodne ke liye.”

She looked away, overwhelmed. Too much had been revealed to her in a matter of moments.

“Ye sach nahin hai,” Kabir appeared at the conference room’s door, “Maine papers Dada ke pressure mein wapas nahin kiye the. Agar woh kuchh nahin kahte to bhi main woh papers wapas karta. Tumhare papa ki death ke baad bhi unki begunaahi mere liye bahut important thi, Ananya. Lekin mera bhateeja zinda tha. Uski life ke saamne maine zaroor ek dead insaan ki begunaahi ko deprioritize kar diya.”

Ananya spoke after a long time. “Aapki majboori genuine thi. Ab bhi genuine hai. I’m sorry ki maine aapki baat nahin suni. Lekin aur kuchh isse nahin badalta hai.”

“Maine tumse jhooth bola tha. Ye nahin badalta, I admit.”

“Aur ye bhi nahin badalta ki mujhe apni Papa ki begunaahi duniya ke saamne laani hai, aur jo gunehgaar hai unhein sazaa dilani hai. Un pachas bachchon ki khatir. Main woh karne ja rahi hoon.”

“Ananya, RG ek different category ka khatarnaak banda hai. Woh sophisticated industrialists ki tarah nahin hai ki last resort ke tarah subtle threats ka sahara lega. Woh seedhe marne-maarne ki baatein karta hai.”

“Thanks for the warning.”

“Ananya. Thoda sochne do mujhe. Koi aur tareeka hoga. Pleae apni jaan ko khatre mein mat daalo.”

“Thanks for the concern. Ab mujhe jaana hai.”

“Ananya,” Rajvir spoke this time, “Ek minute ruko.” He turned to his younger brother then, “Maine Sandhya se bhi baat ki hai. Garmi ki chhuttiyan hain Manu ki. Tu kuchh dinon ke liye hamara ek holiday to sponsor kar sakta hai na. India ke bahar kahin.”

“Dada?”

“Phir hum safe rahenge, Kabir. Aur tere haath nahin baandhenge. Tu apna aath saal purana mission poora kar lena. Mere ya apne liye nahin to Babuji ke liye. Unka asli beta to tu hi ho. Main to bas dar-dar ke zindagi bitata raha.”

“Dada, are you sure?”

“Yes, Kabir.”

Kabir hugged his brother. “Thank you, Dada. Aapko idea nahin hai ki aapne mere oopar kitna bada ehsaan kiya hai.”

“Ehsaan nahin kiya hai, pagal. Bas tere us raaste se hat gaya hoon jis par mujhe kabhi aana hi nahin chahiye tha. Main chalta hoon.”

“Main aapko bahar tak chhod aata hoon.”

“Nahin. Tera yahan rahna zaroori hai. Mujhe raasta maaloon hai.”

He turned to Ananya after his brother left.

“Mujhe pata hai, Ananya, ki tum mujhe mere jhooth ke liye maaf nahin karogi. Lekin professionally to mera experience tumse zyada hai na? Aur ab mere haath nahin bandhe hue hain. To please mujhe part bana lo apni investigation ka.”

She spoke after thinking for a moment, “Main abhi RG Pharma ka record room access karne ja rahi hoon, jahan unki saari lab testing ki reports rahti hain.”

“And I assure you ki woh reports wahan nahin hain. Ho hi nahin sakte. Tum please paise wapas bank mein daal do. Apni Ma ke zevar bhi wapas le aao. Aur mujhe do dinon ka samay do. Main Dada aur unki family ko bahar bhej doon, phir hum ise scratch se plan karenge. Please?”

“Aapko kaise pata zevar aur paison ke baare mein? Aap mujhe follow karwa rahe the?”

“Option nahin chhodti na koi tum? Baat nahi sunti. I am sorry. But please? Do din?”

She took a long time in deciding, and finally said, “Theek hai.”

—

To be continued

“Ronnie. Main sure nahin hoon ki mere bulletin mein ye clip chalani chahiye,” Richa said.

“Kabir se discuss kar lein?”

“Haan wahi best hai.”

They hesitated when they saw that Tarini was in Kabir’s cabin.

“Ananya ko pata bhi nahin hai, Tarini, ki aaj uske Papa ki death anniversary hai. Kaise bataun main use ki uske Papa ka murder hua tha, meri aankhon ke saamne, aur maine kuchh nahin kiya?”

The retreated in shocked silence at the revealation.

“Main ‘I told you so’ nahin kahna chahti, Ronnie. But kuchh to gadbad hai is bande mein. Woh Ananya ko aise hi nahin phansaye hue hain. Shayad woh jitna batata hai usse zyada involved hai Ananya ke Papa ke case mein, aur khud ko bachane ke liye Ananya ka istemaal kar raha hai.”

“Mujhe nahin pata ki tera conjencture sahi hai ki nahin, lekin hamein Ananya ko batana hoga.”

“Woh meri baat nahin sunegi, Ronnie.”

“Meri to sunegi.”

They found Ananya in the canteen with a boy on wheelchair.

“Ye kaun hai, Ananya?” Ronnie asked.

“Anurag. Tarini ka bhai,” she looked at Richa definatly as she said that, “Tarini ko shahar se bahar jaana hai. To ye kuchh dinon ke liye Kabir ke saath rahega.”

“Aur Ananya Didi mere liye badhiya-badhiya khaana banwa kar layengi.”

“Bilkul!”

“Ananya tujhse kuchh baat karni thi, yaar.”

“Main Anurag ko wapas chhod aati hoon Tarini ke paas. Phir baat karte hain?”

Ronnie nodded, while Richa stood stiffly next to him.

Ananya took Anurag back to Kabir’s cabin, where he informed her that he was stepping out with Tarini and Anurag and would meet her in the evening.

“Mere stinger ka phone aaya tha,” he said, “Hamein ek bande ko follow karna hai.”

“Theek hai.”

She found Ronnie and Richa sitting morosely when she came back to the canteen.

“Batao tum log. Aur lecture dena hai mujhe Kabir ke baare mein?”

“Dekh Ananya. Mujhe pata hai ki tu meri baat ka bharosa nahin karegi,” Richa spoke, “Lekin abhi jo hum tujhe batane ja rahe hain woh hum dono ne suna hai. To please dhyaan se sunna.”

“Bata.”

“Ananya,” Ronnie spoke now, “Hum log Kabir se Richa ke bulletin ke baare mein kuchh discuss karne ja rahe the, tabhi…” He repeated the exact words of Kabir as they had heard it.

The expression on Ananya’s face changed from skepticism to horror.

“Tu sach kah raha hai, Ronnie?” her voice trembled.

“Dekh Ananya. Ho sakta hai ki iska kuchh explanation ho, lekin haan –  humne exactly yahi suna hai. Aur ye bhi clear tha ki Kabir tujhse jaan-boojh kar kuchh chhipa raha hai.”

“Excuse me,” she said and walked away.

Ronnie tried his best to talk to her and offered to drop her when she insisted on going home. But she would hear none of it.

“Mujhe akela chhod de, Ronnie.”

—

She met Kabir in the evening at the appointed time.

They got into a minor scuffle with some local goons while following their lead. While Kabir and another reporter were subduing one of the particularly vicious one, Kabir saw another one approaching Ananya. He was about to go to her aid, when he saw her hitting the goon in the crotch. She had hit him with unusual violence and he was caught completely unprepared. In the next moment he was lying on the ground and writhing in agony. Kabir grinned even while struggling wih his captive and decided to follow her example to be rid of his charge as well.

“Tumhara to ye signature move hai, Ananya. Bada hi khatarnaak hai. Tumse dar kar rahna padega,” he whispered to her as they left the goons behind and caught up with their actual target.

“Kya matlab?”

“Raat ke Romeo waala move.”

He had expected her to either rebuff him or laugh with him. But she just looked away.

With others around he could not persuade her to talk. But after they were done with their spying task, he managed to get her alone.

“Kya baat hai, Ananya?”

She squinted her eyes at him for a moment, as if trying to read him. Then asked suddenly, “Kya mere Papa ka murder hua tha? Aapke saamne? Kya aaj unki death anniversary hai?”

His mouth opened wide in shock.

“Tumhein… kisne… bataya?”

“Aap batate to behtar hota. Lekin I am sure aapki majbooriyan rahi hongi. Isliye na iske baare mein kabhi likha, na mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha.”

“Ananya. I can explain.”

“Nahin. It’s okay, Kabir. Mujhe aapse explanations nahin chahiye. Main samajhti hoon. Apni socialite wife ke saath keep up karna aapke liye aasaan nahin raha hoga. Ek dead bande ki begunaahi se kissi ko kya farq padta. It’s okay agar aap succumb kar gaye. Bas agar ho sake to itna bata dijiye. Kya iska matlab ye hai ki mere Papa begunaah the, aur jo asli gunahgaar the unhone unka munh band karwane ke liye unka murder karwa diya.”

“Haan. Lekin tum… tum kya karna chahti ho, Ananya?”

“Aapse door rahna chahti hoon. Lekin ghabraiye nahin. Main resign nahin kar rahi. Lekin aapko inform kar doon ki main is case ko investigate kar rahi hoon. Main aapse kuchh nahin poochhongi. Aapka munh kholna aapki integrity ke against hoga. Jo bhi deal aapne ki thi tab, uske khilaaf hoga. Lekin mere investigation mein interfere bhi mat kijiyega. Na hi mujhe influence karne ki koshish kijiyega.”

“Tumhein mujhse jo bhi shikayat ho, Ananya, khud ko khatre mein mat daalo, please.”

“Meri adrenaline rush ke bare mein to aap jaante hi hain. No interference, Sir. Please.”

She left, ignoring his pleas to hear him out.

—

“Ronnie! I need you help,” Kabir called him immediately after Ananya left, “Tum abhi bhi office mein ho? Main mil sakta hoon tumse wahan?”

He explained to Ronnie what had happened.

“Ronnie. Maine tumse hamara make-up karwane ke liye help nahin maang raha. Main shayad Anaya ko deserve nahin karta hoon. Main sach chhipaya tha usse. Lekin problem ye hai ki ab woh meri baat nahin sunegi. Jin logon ke peechhe woh ja rahi ahi woh log – ek different level ke khatarnaak hain.”

“Ye sab meri wajah se hua hai. Main baat karta hoon usse.”

“Sunegi?”

“Shayad nahin.”

“To usse behtar hai ki tum uske plan mein shaamil ho jao, aur mujhe updated rakho. Main kam-se-kam jaanta hoon ki hum kis cheez se deal kar rahe hain. Shayad main use khatron se door rakh sakoon.”

“Ji. Aur mujhe pata hai ki hamari help kaun kar sakta hai.”

Kabir sat brooding in his cabin for a long time  after Ronnie left. When he came to, it was four in the morning. He had made up his mind, but he would have to wait for a few hours before making the call.

—

To be continued

“Ma? Ye scooter?”

“Armaan ko dikha tha, shopping complex mein. Woh le aaya, doosri chabhi use kar ke.”

Ananya and Kabir, who was following her, stopped in their tracks. Just then she noticed Ronnie and Richa and was even more shocked.

“Hum chalte hain,” Ronnie said and they left leaving Ananya and Kabir with Mrs. Kashyap. Anaya saw Armaan standing at his bedroom door, wringing his hands nevously.

“Ma. Main…” Ananya tried to break the awkward silence, but words failed her.

“Agar tujhe mujhse chhipaane ki, jhooth bolne ki zaroorat padi, to tujhe nahin lagta ki tu kuchh galat kar rahi thi?”

“Aap sahi kah rahi hain, Mrs. Kashyap,” Kabir came forward, “Humne galat kiya. Lekin yakeen maaniye. Ye galti bachkanepan ki wajah se thi. Aapko dhokha dene ke iraade se nahin.”

“Bachkanapan? Bachchha tum dono mein se kaun hai? Tum to nahin to, Kabir? Aur ye – jab bachchi thi to aasaan tha. Ab to badi ho gayi hai. Itni badi ki–”

“Ma. Please. Ek baar meri baat to sun lo.”

“Theek hai, Kabir. Main apni beti se baat karna chahti hoon.”

A silent look passed between Ananya and Kabir.

“Ji. Aur main aapse waada karta hoon ku main aapke beech mein kabhi nahin aaunga. Aapse ab tak chhipaane ki galti ke liye main aapse maafi maangta hoon aur bharosa kijiye ki jismein aapki khushi nahin hogi, waisa kuchh bhi karne ko main Ananya ko kabhi nahin kahoonga. Main chalta hoon.”

Ananya waited for his to leave before speaking, “Ma. Tumne Richa aur Ronnie ko ye discuss karne ke liye bulaya tha?”

“Main kya karti, Ananya? Tu to apna bhala-bura sochne mein kissi ki salaah le nahin rahi hai. Mujhe hi poochhna pada.”

“Ma. Kabir bahut achche insaan hain. Aap ek baar unhein jaan logi to–”

“Jitna jaana hai, suna hai, tere hi doston se, usse to mujhe yahi lagta hai Ananya ki woh kissi ko bhi impress kar sakta hai. Aur ye khatarnaak hai.”

“Ma!”

“Ananya. Aisi kya jaldi padi hai tujhe. Kya tujhe ek achchha jeevansaathi nahin milega? Itna oob gayi hai humse ki bas mauka milte hi–”

“Kaisi baatein kar rahi ho, Ma? Main kya tum logon ko chhod kar kahin ja rahi hoon?”

“Ye woh zamana to nahin raha, Ananya, ki main tujhse zabardasti karoon. Ghar bitha doon tujhe. Lekin main apni sahmati nahin de sakti is rishte ke liye.”

“Ma tumhari acceptance ke bina main kuchh bhi nahin–”

“To phir teri choice clear honi chahiye.”

“Tum mujhe apne aur Kabir ke beech chunne ke liye kah rahi ho?”

“Aisa hi samajh le.”

“Tum jaanti ho ki main tumhare oopar kissi ko nahin chun sakti. To theek hai, agar tumhari yahi zidd hai. Lekin main bhi tumhari beti hoon. Meri bhi zidd hai. Aur main abhi hi tumhein bata doon. Ki agar Kabir nahin rahenge meri zindagi mein, to koi aur bhi nahin aayega. I hope tum khush ho.”

She walked listlessly to her room.

“Khaana bana hua hai,” her mother called.

“Bhookh nahin hai, Ma!”

—

“Didi!”

“Armaan?”

“I am really sorry, Didi.”

“Sorry kyon bol raha hai?”

“Ye sab meri wajah se hua. Mujhe bilkul pata nahin tha ki tumhara scooter wahan kyon tha. Main ghabra gaya aur Ma ko phone kar diya.”

“Teri galti nahin hai, Armaan. Main hi bewkoofi kar rahi thi. Aaj nahin to kal, ye hona to tha hi.”

“Lekin Didi. Tum apna relation khatam to nahi kar dogi na. Ma aur Richa Didi chahe jo sochein, mujhe bharosa hai ki Kabir Sir bahut achchhe insaan hain.”

“Thanks, Armaan. Richa Ma ke kaan bhar rahi thi?”

“Woh Kabir Sir ko bilkul pasand nahin karti.”

“Aur Ronnie?”

“Woh Kabir Sir ko defend kar rahe the. Lekin he was alone.”

“Theek hai, Armaan. Tu so ja. Tujhe guilty feel karne ki zaroorat nahin hai. Dekhenge. Kuchh na kuchh ho jayega.”

“Good night, Didi.”

“Good night.”

—

“Kya hua?” Kabir picked up her call imediately.

“Ma gusse mein hain. Pata nahin Richa ne unhein kya-kya bol diya hai?”

“Richa?”

“Richa. Kya kiya hai aapne uske saath, Kabir? Kyon woh aapko itna napasand karti hai.”

“Ananya!”

“Mazaak kar rahi hoon. Kis-kis ke liye roti rahoon. Ma ne bola hai ki unke aur aapke beech mujhe choose karna hoga. Maine bola ki unhein nahin chhod sakti. Lekin meri zindagi mein koi aur bhi nahin aayega.”

“Sab theek ho jayega, Ananya. Hamine patience rakhne ki zaroorat hai.”

“Mujhe to rakhna hi hai. Aap bhi rakhenge?”

“Poori zindagi, agar zaroorat padi to.”

“I hope uski zaroorat nahin pade.”

“I hope so too. So jao, Ananya. Apni neend mat kharaab karna.”

“Good night, Kabir.”

“Good night, sweetheart!”

—

“Ananya!” her mother said while she was picking up her scooter keys, “Tujhe ek car le leni chahiye. Woh jo FD agle mahine mature ho rahi hai–”

“Nahin, Ma. Use wapas invest kar do, short-term ke liye. Armaan ke college ke kharche ke kaam aayega. Mujhe car nahin chahiye.”

“Lekin–”

“Nahin, Ma. Aur main raat mein der se aaungi. Tum mera wait mat karna. So jaana.”

“Kabir ke saath ja rahi hai?”

“Ma!” she turned to face her mother, “Aise treat mat karo mujhe. Haan woh bhi rahenge. Lekin hum kaam se ja rahe hain, date par nahin. Aur bhi log rahenge.”

“Ananya. Mera dil ghabra raha hai. Koi risky operation hai kya?”

“Kabir hain, Ma. Tumhein chinta karne ki zaroorat nahin hai. Professionally to unhein trust karti ho na?”

—

“Ananya!”

“Ronnie. Hi!”

“Auntie gussa hain?”

“Richa ne ensure kar diya woh to. But Kabir ki side lene ke liye thanks.”

“Richa ki baat nahin hai sirf, Ananya. Auntie khud bhi convinced thi. Isliye to unhone Richa ki baat suni aur meri nahin. Teri bhi nahin sun rahi.”

“Lekin Richa to meri bachpan ki dost hai na, Ronnie. Use to meri madad karni chahiye thi.”

“Bachpan ki dost hoon,” Richa appreared behind them, “Isliye tujhe gaddhe mein koodte nahin dekh sakti.”

“Richa. Tu unke baare mein kuchh nahin jaanti hai. Aur ab main batane ki koshish bhi nahin karoongi. Kyonki mujhe nahin lagta tujhe sach jaanne mein koi interest hai. So thank you! Tu meri life mein dakhal mat de. Main sambhaal loongi jo jaise bhi sambhaalna hoga.”

She left in a huff.

“Ronnie, woh kuchh samajh nahin rahi hai.”

“Tu bhi uski life aasaan nahin bana rahi, Richa.”

“Tu to uske pyaar mein aisa pagal hai ki uske bhale ke liye bhi use contradict nahin karega.”

“Shayad main teri tarah convinced nahin hoon ki Kabir itna bura insaan hai.”

“Too bad! Ananya ko jab tak pata chalega, tab tak kaafi der ho chuki hogi.”

“Achchha sun. Abhi hum log jhagda nahin karte hain, please?”

“Maine kyon jhagda karoongi tere se yaar? Mera Ananya se bhi koi jhagda nahin hai.”

“I know. Chal ab.”

—

To be continued

“Tarini se milogi?”

“Zaroor.”

“Main use call karta hoon. Abhi hi mil sakte hain.”

They went to a coffee shop. Tarini was already there. She smiled and extended her hands to Ananya. But Ananya felt overwhelmed and hugged her instead. Tarini was taken aback, at first. Then she smiled.

“Sorry!” Ananya stepped back, embarrased at her over-reaction, “Main, pata nahin–”

“No!” Tarini smiled and pressed her hands, “Thank you, Ananya. Sab kuchh samajhne ke liye.”

Later that night Tarini called Kabir, “Tumne use sab kuchh bata diya?”

“Tumhare baare mein? Haan.”

“Aur?”

“Shreya ke baare mein thoda-bahut. Baaki bhi bata doonga.”

“Aur?”

“Aur kuchh batane ke liye der ho gayi hai, Tarini. Jis moment par maine bina soche samjhe use propose kar diya tha, tabhi maine us sach par hamesha ke liye taala daal diya tha.”

“Agar woh mera aur Shreya ka sach samajh sakti hai, to poora sach bataoge to woh bhi samjhegi, Kabir.”

“Ho sakta hai. Lekin ab main use khone se bahut darta hoon. Main risk nahin le sakta.”

—

“Ma. Kabir Sir,” Ananya introduced him to her mother when he went to pick her up the next morning.

“Hello, Mrs. Kashyap.”

“Hello, Mr. Sharma,” she greeted him and shot a puzzled glance at her daughter.

“Woh kal mujhe Tinu drop kar ke gaya tha na. To mere paas scooter nahin tha. Isliye Kabir Sir mujhe pick up karne… aa… gaye…” she faltered towards the end on realizing that it was a lame excuse for an editor-in-chief to pick up a junior reporter.

“Bahut achchha hua ki aap ghar aaye. Please baithiye. Lekin Ananya. Tu cab kar leti. Inhein pareshaan karne ki kya zaroorat thi?”

“Koi baat nahin, Mrs. Kashyap. Actually hamein waise bhi field mein hi jaana tha office se. To hum yahin se chale jayenge. Isliye main idhar hi aa gaya. Main baithoonga nahin abhi–”

“Pahli baar ghar aaye hain–”

“Formality ki koi zaroorat nahin hai, Mrs. Kashyap. Agar Ananya ready hai to hum nikalte hain. Der ho rahi hai. Main phir aa jaunga. Please don’t worry,” he noticed her brows knitting and added, “Kya hua, Mrs. Kashyap?”

“Abhi aapki aawaaz sun ke achanak laga jaise ki bilkul yahi cheez main kabhi pahle suni hai. I think TV par aapki aawaaz sunne ki aadat hai.”

“Déjà vu hoga, Ma? Hum chalein?”

—

“Tinu! Seriously? Tinu ne drop kiya tha ghar tumhein?” Kabir was having a laugh riot at Ananya’s expense.

“Ab main kiska naam leti? Ronnie ka leti to turat hi pakdi jaati.”

“Jooth aisa bolo ki koi bharosa kare.”

“Ma ne bharosa kar liya. Abhi ke liye, at least,” she sighed and leaned back.

“Kya hua, Ananya?”

“Mujhe nahin pata Ma kaise react karengi jab unhein pata chalega to.”

“Kya main kuchh nahin kar sakta unhein convince karne ke liye?”

“Logon ke prejudices hote hain, Kabir. Khair. Dekha jayega.”

“Rest assured, Ananya. Mujhe jo bhi karne ki zaroorat hogi main karoonga.”

“I know,” she smiled.

“Lekin ye pickup aur drop ka tumhein kuchh karna hoga, Ananya. Tumhara scooter hamesha hamare beech nahin aata rah sakta.”

“Aaj main ghar par le aaungi. Kal se main ghar se nikal kar use paas waale shopping complex mein park kar doongi. Aap mujhe wahan se pick kar lijiyega.”

“Teenagers waale kaam kara rahi ho, Ananya. Aise bahane maar-maar ke, chhup-chhup ke milna.”

“Sorry!” she made a baby face at him.

“Ab aise shakal banaogi to maine teenagers kya babies waali harquantein bhi karne ko taiyaar ho jaunga.”

—

“Mujhe to lagta hai na,” Ronnie said in the canteen, “Ki Ananya ka chakkar Tinu ke saath chal raha hai.”

“Kya?”

“Tinu tujhe aaj kal kuchh zyda hi ghar drop nahin karta.”

“Sach mein?” Richa grinned.

“Haan. Aaj kal to hardly kabhi apna scooter laati hai ye. Kyon Ananya?”

“Ronnie, tu pagal ho gaya hai.”

“Achchha. Tinu se nahin chal raha tera chakkar. To kya Kabir se chal raha hai?”

Ananya paled.

Richa stared at her. “Kabir Sir? Ananya, kya ye sach hai?”

“Tu humse kyon chhipa rahi hai, Ananya?” Ronnie asked seriously.

“Chhipa nahin rahi, Ronnie, yaar. Bas ye soch rahi thi ki kab aur kaise bataun? Ye sab itna–”

“Isliye tune resign nahin kiya?” Richa asked.

“Well – partly – yes–”

“Aur jab woh tujhe dhokha dega, tab kya karegi? Phir se resign karne ki sochegi?”

“Richa. Aise kyon bol rahi hai tu, yaar? Tu jaanti kitna hai unke baare mein?”

“At least main andhi nahin hoon teri tarah.”

“Calm down girls,” Ronnie tried to intervene.

“Ronnie yaar. Tu samjha ise.”

“Tu over-react kar rahi hai, Richa.”

“Main? Main bas ise iske dreamland se utaarne ki koshish kar rahi hoon–”

“Guys!” Vinod peeked in, “Meeting time. Kabir, Malvika aur Khalid already meeting room mein hain.”

Their conversation, therefore, ended on that uncomfortable note.

—

“Hello Auntie!”

Ananya’s mother had called Ronnie and Richa home. She had asked them to come when Ananya was not around.

“Hello Ronnie, Richa. Aao baitho. Main paani laati hoon.”

“Auntie. Aapne hamein aise kyon bulaya?”

“Batati hoon.”

She brought water for them and then sat down.

“Tum log uske dost ho aur uska bhala chahte ho. Isliye please mujhse jhooth mat bolna. Ananya aur Kabir – kya chal raha hai unke beech?”

Ronnie and Richa were stumped for a moment. Then Ronnie broke the silence.

“Auntie. I think aapko chinta karne ki zaroorat nahin hai. I’m sure Ananya jaanti hai ki woh kya kar rahi hai.”

“I don’t think so, Ronnie,” Richa objected, “I don’t think Kabir Sir uske liye sahi insaan hain. Woh andhi ho gayi hai pyaar mein. Us bande ki poori history hai…”

“Mujhe bhi yahi dar hai,” Mrs. Kahsyap concurred, “He is a divorcee, isn’t he?”

“And a womanizer and a flirt. Ananya bhi jaanti hai.”

“I think aap log zyada judgemental ho rahe hain,” Ronnie objected.

“Ronnie!” Mrs. Kashyap addressed him, “Woh apne Papa ko bahut miss karti hai. Shayad use ek father figure ki zaroorat hai. Kabir is older, experienced. Professional mentor hai uska. Almost hero-worship karti hai woh uski. Aur profesionally he is capable. Lekin iska ye matlab nahin hai ki uski persoanl life clean hai. Mujhe Ananya ki fikr hai.”

Ronnie fell silent after that. How far could he defend Kabir? Despite his own heartbreak, he did think that Kabir genuinely loved Ananya. But he didn’t know him well enough to stand up for him against such skepticism.

Just then they heard a click at the door and Ananya entered opening it with her own key.

—

To be continued

“Scooter?” Kabir caught up with her in the canteen while she poured herself a glass of water.

“Scooter,” she replied.

“Aaj chhod do office mein.”

“Kal kaise aaungi?”

“Agar main tumhein drop kar sakta hoon to tumhein pick bhi kar sakta hoon.”

“Aapko aur koi kaam nahin hai?”

“Kal to nahin hai. Ghar se seedha office aana hai. To tumhein pick karte hue aa sakta hoon.”

“Sab log notice karenge.”

“Lekin tumhari shakal dekh kar mujhe lag raha hai ki you know a way around it”

She blushed.

“Mera scooter bahar parked hai. Main use andar kar deti hoon. Phir main aapse woh mall waale mod par milti hoon.”

“Fifteen minutes?”

“Okay.”

—

“Ananya?”

“Ronnie!” Ananya gulped hard and then plastered a smile on her face.

“Tu scooter andar kyon le ja rahi hai?”

“Woh bahar itni dhool ja jaati hai na?”

“To ab ghar nahin jaana hai?”

“Haan. Bas nikalti hoon.”

“Scooter andar le ja kar?”

“Nahin woh Tinu…”

“Tinu?”

“Tinu mujhe yahan milne waala hai. Ek banda hai, usse mujhe milwayega. Ek lead hai. To main uske saath hi jaungi. Phir late ho jayega to woh mujhe ghar drop kar dega.”

“Tinu tujhe ghar drop karega?”

“Haan. Kyon?”

“Nahin. Aise hi. Chal maine tere saath yahan wait kar leta hoon, jab tak Tinu nahin aata hai.”

“Nahin! Nahin Ronnie. Pata nahin Tinu kitna time lega. Tu ghar ja. Der lagi to main wapas office mein ja kar wait kar loongi.”

“Achchha, achchha! Waise Kabir nikal gaya hai?”

“Pata nahin. Kyon?”

“Aise hi. Chal Good night. Aur Tinu na aaye to scooter le kar ghar chali jaana.”

“Haan. Okay. Bye.”

—

“Oh God!” Ananya exclaimed as she slumped on the passenger seat, “Lagta hai Ronnie ne kuchh guess kar liya hai. Aaj meri itni taang kheench raha tha parking mein. Mujhe laga ki main aa hi nahin paungi.”

“Are – Ananya!” Kabir displayed an exaggerated shock.

“Kya?”

“Tumne Ronnie ko nahin bataya? Woh tumhara best friend hai. Kitna bura lagega use?”

“Haan. To bata doongi main. Ab thoda to sochna padega na. Kissi stage par chadh kar announce thode hi na kar doongi–” she noticed him smirking, “Aap taang kheench rahe hain meri?”

“Taang kheench raha hoon. Lekin doston se chhipana bhi to theek nahin hai.”

“Haan. Main bata doongi. Pahle khud ko to aadat aur bharosa ho jaye.”

“Okay. Take your time. Lekin Ananya. Meri ek dost hai jise sab pata hai. Main tumhein usse milwana chahta hoon. I think tumhara milna zaroori hai. Professionally as well as personally. Woh hamare sting operations mein hamari madad karegi. Aur shayad tumne kuchh suna ho uske baare mein jo–”

“Tarini?” Anaya asked looking nervous and scared.

“Tarini.”

She leaned back in her seat with a sigh and stared ahead.

“Agar past mein kuchh aisa hai jiski wajah se aapke oopar zimmedaariya hain, to main unke raaste mein nahin aaungi–”

“Kuchh nahin hai past mein. Yahi samajhna zaroori hai tumhare liye. Aur zimmedaariyan zaroor hain meri. Lekin isliye nahin ki meri koi majboori hai. Isliye ki maine woh zimmedaariyan uthai hain.”

“Anurag kaun hai?”

“Tarini ki bhai.”

That made Ananya sit up and look at Kabir curiously.

It was his turn to lean back. He spoke slowly.

“Mere divorce ki wajah, prima-facie, mera Tarini ke saath affair tha. Lekin sach ye hai ki divorce ka mere affair se koi lena-dena nahin tha. Divorce to hona hi tha, hamari shaadi itni dysfunctional thi. Woh sab kabhi aur bataunga. Important baat ye hai ki mera Tarini ke saath koi affair nahin tha.”

“Phir?”

“It was somebody else. Mujhe zyada kuchh yaad bhi nahin hai uske baare mein. We both knew what it was. Affair bhi nahin tha. One-night stand tha. Maine khud hi confess kiya tha, Shreya – meri ex-wife –  ke saamne. Kyonki uske liye nahin, lekin shaadi ki maryada ke liye main guilty feel kar raha tha. I have no idea why she took it in her head that it was Tarini. Woh bhi ye jaanti thi ki hamari relationship waise bhi apne breaking point par pahunch chuki thi. Lekin publicly use ek villain chahiye tha apne ego ko intact rakhne ke liye. So, she went with the story of my affair with Tarini to anybody who would listen. It was too juicy a story for anyone to drop. Meri wajah se nahin. I was a nobody then. But Shreya was a well-known socialite. Us dauraan mujhe pahli baar do cheezein realize hui,” Kabir looked at her with a sad smile, “Ek to ye ki industry mein kitne log hain jo ki relish kar-kar ke gossip tabloids padhte hain. Aur log bina wajah kitne vicious ho sakte hain.” He stopped, his face contorted as if in pain.

Ananya reached out and squeezed his arm. He clasped her hands and spoke again, “Agar mera Tarini ke saath affair tha bhi, to usse kissi aur ko kya farq pad raha tha. Mera divorce hua, meri life mein problem thi. Lekin friends, colleagues sab log directly aur indirectly taane maar kar Tarini ka jeena haraam kar rahe the. Sachchai pata karne ki kise padi thi. Aur jo ek kaam main nahin karna chahta tha woh kissi ka bhi naam publicly lena. Jiske baare mein poori story thi uska bhi nahin. Kyonki Tarini ko bachane ke liye kissi aur ki life ko aise pubicly uchhalna bhi to sahi nahin hota. What had made it even worse was ki Tarini ki khud ki life mein tab bahut problems thi.”

“Kaisi problems?”

“She had just come out of an abusive marriage. Usne apne husband ko chhoda tha, ye baat to maano logon ke liye aur bhi bada saboot ban gayi ki woh guilty thi. Usi samay uske parents ki bhi death ho gayi thi. To uske oopar Anurag ki responsibility bhi thi. Woh tab kitna chhota tha. Apne husband ko chhodne ke baad usne tabhi-tabhi nayi job shuru ki thi. Anurag ke ilaaj ke kharche ki wajah se financial crisis bhi face kar rahi thi.”

“Isliye aapne Anurag ki responsibility li?”

“Dono ki. Main khud hi financially bahut secure nahin tha tab. Lekin usse behtar kar sakta tha. Maine tab ye kiya to apni guilt ki wajah se tha. Lekin aaj Tarini meri bahut achchhi dost hai. Sach ye hai ki jitna maine uske liye nahin kiya, usse kahin zyada usne mere liye kiya hai. Meri life ke lowest moments mein usne mujhe sambhaala hai. Agar tum Tarini aur Anurag ko accept karogi to mujhe khushi hogi, Ananya. Ab to Tarini bhi achchha kar rahi hai. Meri financial commitment ab bhi hai, lekin itna to ab hai mere paas ki uski wajah se mujhe kabhi meri life mein compromises nahin karne padenge–”

“Kabir. Mere oopar bhi to Ma aur Armaan ki responsibility hai. Maine to kabhi aapse permission nahin maangi?”

He clasped both her hands and brought them to his lips. “Thank you,” he said.

“Aap bahut achchhe insaan hain. I am proud of you.”

—

To be continued

“Ananya. Main koi doodh ka dhula nahin hoon. Koi aise grand claims nahin kar sakta ki maine kabhi jhooth nahin bola hai, ya kissi ka dil nahin dukhaya hai, jaisa ki shayad tum kar sakti ho. Maine woh sab kuchh kiya hai jo mujhe karne ki zaroorat padi hai professional life mein aage badhne ke liye. Logon ko kuchla hai maine apna raasta saaf karne ke liye. Logon ko flatter bhi karta hoon, aur when they care for it ladkiyon ke saath flirt bhi karta hoon, apna kaam nikalne ke liye. Shayad tumse bhi jhooth bola ho past mein, maine hisaab to nahin rakha. Lekin Ananya, abhi main jhooth nahin bol raha. Main tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon. Aur bawzood iske ki mujhse past mein galtiyan hui hai, meri ye womanizer waali image sahi nahin hai. Main aur kissi ki nahin to apni to itni izzat karta hoon ki… Agar kabhi is image ko fight karne ki koshish nahin ki to woh isliye ki main care hi nahin karta tha ki log mere baare mein kya sochte hain. Balki shayad fayda bhi hota hai mujhe meri is ruthlessness ki image ki wajah se. Mujhe nahin pata tha ki iski wajah se mujhe ek din pachhtaana padega. Kyonki aaj tum mere baare mein kya sochti ho ye mere liye bahut important hai. Mujhe apni public image se khud ko different saabit karne ka ek mauka do, Ananya. Please?”

Tears ran down her cheek, as she sat still.

“Thoda to care karti ho na mere liye?” he held his walking stick and walked towards her, “Hospital aayi thi tum. Tumne khud kaha tha. Pata nahin bina mile kyon chali gayi? Shayad maine kissi tareeke se tumhein offend kar diya.” He sat down beside her, “Lekin jo bhi hua ho, Ananya, trust me koi galatfahmi thi. Past jo bhi raha ho, aaj meri life mein kuchh aisa nahin hai jo mujhe tumse chhipana pade. Mat jao, Ananya. Na to office se, aur na hi meri life se. I love you.”

She rested her hands on his shoulders and leaned forward. Then suddenly threw her arms around him and hugged him tight. He responded happily. When they separated, she said, “I love you, too.”

He cupped her face and planted a kiss on her lips.

“Ye sab… kya ho raha hai?” she said after a while.

“Unexpected, unplanned… ”

“Aap kyon mujhe avoid kar rahe the itne dinon se?”

He sighed, “Mera past… Bahut kuchh hai jo tum nahin jaanti ho. Shayad woh jaanne ke baad tum itne bharose se khud ko mere hawaale nahin kar dogi. Main dar raha tha, abhi bhi darta hoon–”

“Aapne kaha na ki aapke present mein kuchh bhi aisa nahin hai jisse mujhe problem ho.”

“Agar past ko present se dissociate kar sakte hain to nahin hai–”

“To phir bhool jaiye past ko. Mujhe kuchh nahin jaanna hai. Maine apni zindagi ke aath saal past ke obsession mein nikaal diye. Ab present mein jeena chahti hoon.”

“Bhagwaan par bharosa nahin karta hoon main, lekin aaj usse pray kar raha hoon ki tumhari wishes poori ho.”

“Meri wishes to poori ho gayi hain. Aaj main yahan kitne bleak plans bana kar aayi thi. Aur ab dekhiye?”

—

“Ananya! Dekh tu resign nahin kar sakti hai. Na koi planning, na koi aim, aur bas aise hi apna career thode hi na chhod dete hain,” Richa was back to her preaching ways with Ananya. Since she had announced her decision to resign to her friends, they had all been like that.

“Haan to nahin kar rahi hoon.”

“Kya!” Richa, Trisha, Ronnie and Sunny exclaimed in chorus.

“Kyon?” Ronnie asked.

“Are. Abhi tak to tum sab log itne reasons de rahe the ki mujhe kyon nahin resign karna chahiye. Ab mujhse poochh rahe ho ki kyon resign nahin kar rahi.”

“Kuchh baat hai jo tu hamein nahin bata rahi?” Ronnie eyed her suspiciously.

“Arre chhod na, Ronnie!” Trisha intervened, “Samay rahte akal aa gayi ise. Ab aur kya chahiye?”

“Ananya Madam. Aapko Kabir Sir ne bulaya hai,” the office boy informed her.

She couldn’t help the paleness that enveloped her face following this public summon! Would everyone know?

Wordlessly, she got up and walked towards his cabin with Ronnie’s eyes following her.

“Aapne aise mujhe sabke saamne kyon bulaya?” she whined, once inside.

“Ms. Kashyap. Main office mein abhi bhi aapka boss hoon, aur mujhe aapse kaam karwana hai.”

“Haan to…” she tried to retort but stopped on noticing that he was serious, “Khair. Kya kaam tha?”

“Kaam thoda confidential tha. Woh us shelf par ek neeli file rakhi hai, woh nikalo.”

Ananya went to the left corner of the office he indicated to.

“Yahan to koi neeli file nahi dikha rahi–”

“Oh! I am sorry,” he hissed right into her ears from behind. She realized that this corner of his cabin was not visible from outside, “File to main pahle hi nikaal laya tha.”

“To phir aapne mujhe yahan kyon bheja?”

“Aap intelligent hain. Take a guess, Ms. Kashyap.”

He closed in on her for a kiss.

“Malvika!” she gasped making him jump back. He looked at the door in alarm to find nobody there. Ananya burst out laughing. “Kitna darte hain aap Malvika se?”

“Apne liye nahin,” he growled, “Tumhare liye. Agar use pata chal gaya hamare baare mein to tumhara jeena haraam kar degi.”

“Woh to aapki sabhi female fans karengi.”

“Sabhi KKN ke owner ki betiyan nahin hain.”

“To ho woh owner kei beti. Mera boy….” She stopped, flushing in embarrassment.

“Tumhara?” Kabir teased her.

“Hamare editor-in-chief bhi to owner ki hi choice hain. Aur main editor-in-chief ki choice!”

“Granted. But I think kuchh dinon ke liye hamein hamare relationship ko office mein low profile hi rakhna chahiye.”

“Socha to maine bhi yahi tha Mr. Editor-in-Chief. But now you have given me ideas.”

“Ananya?”

“Anyway, aapko kuchh kaam tha ya hamari relationship ko low-profile rakhne ke liye sabke saamne mujhe bulaya tha.”

“Tameez se, Ms. Kashyap. Office mein main ab bhi aapka boss hoon.”

“Achchha! To bahar main boss hoon?”

He smiled fondly, then handed her the file. “Ise dhyaan se padho. Potentially hamara naya investigative project.”

“Elections se pahle churches ko vandalize kar ke communal issues ko raise karne ka plan chal raha hai?” she looked up at him surprised.

“Kaafi sinister plot hai, aur bahut khatarnaak log.”

She nodded.

“Shayad main duniya ka akela boyfriend hounga, Ananya,” he rued, using the word, which have made her blush and stop a while back, without hesitation, “Jo ki apni girlfriend ko dangerous situations mein daalta rahta hai. Baaki sab log to protect karna chahte hain.”

“Saare boyfriends apni girlfriends ke liye inspiration bhi to nahin hote. Main to lucky hoon. Mujhe inspiration aur protection dono ek hi insaan se mil jaate hain. Protect karne ke liye bhi to aap pahunch hi jaate hain,” she smiled, looked around to ensure that they were still in the hidden corner, tip toed up and planted a quick peck on his lips. Then she left the cabin aware of his fond, smiling eyes following her.

—

“Ananya!” It was late at night. Most people had left, except those on duty for night shows. Ananya was in sitting in the canteen still, all alone.

“Ronnie!”

“Kya hua hai? Ro kyon rahi hai?” he asked in his usual manner.

“Ronnie. Tera badla to mujhse Bhagwaan bhi le raha hai. Maine tera dil dukhaya hai na. Apne best friend ka. To woh mujhe punish karne mein koi kasar nahin chhod raha.”

“Oye! Kya bakwaas kar rahi hai? Kaun punish kar raha hai tujhe?”

“Oopar waala mujhe ehsaas dila raha hai ki dil tootna kise kahte hain. Jis insaan se main pyaar kar baithi hoon woh ek compusive flirt hai, ek womanizer hai. Shayad apne kissi purane flame ka saalon se istemaal kar raha hai. Aur itna hi nahin, mujhse nafrat karta hai, kyonki use lagta hai mere Papa ek criminal the.”

“Criminal? Woh ye decide karne waala kaun hota hai?”

“Shayad woh sahi hai ye decide karne mein. Maine aaj hi courthouse se us case ke paper nikalwaye hain. Papa ne suicide kiya tha.”

“Ananya!”

“Woh aisa kaise kar sakte the, Ronnie? Kaise woh hame bhool kar apni jaan le sakte the?”

Ronnie went forward and embraced her. She sobbed uncontrollably.

“Bas kar, Ananya. I am sure kuchh galatfahmi hai. Sach ye nahin hai, Ananya. Tu aise himmat mat haar. Maine hoon na, tere saath. Tera best friend. Phir…” He murmured soothing words to her until she calmed down.

—

“Ananya!” Malvika called her to PCR, “Kabir aaj apna bulletin khud hi padhega. Hospital se. Wahan saara setup kar diya hai. Tum jo footage layi ho, us par use brief kar do.”

“Kar deti hoon,” she replied and made a call to him from outside the room.

“Ms. Kashyap!”

“Aap kaise hain?”

“Aapko kya farq padta hai? Aapka boss, aapka dost hospital mein hai, lekin aap to ek baar dekhne bhi nahin aayi.”

“Main aayi thi–”

“Ananya? Ho gaya? We have to test the setup and go live in ten minutes.”

“Bas do minute, Malvika. Sir. Ye incident aapke hospital ki bagal waali building par hua tha–”

“Tum aayi thi yahan?”

“Ek ladka building ki chhat par chadh gaya tha aur wahan se kood kar suicide karna chahta tha. Main kissi tarah oopar pahunchi aur usse baat karne ki koshish ki. It turned out ki he loved someone, but did not think she loved him back. Itna desperate tha ki usne bina us ladki se baat kiye hue hi suicide karne ka decision le liye tha. I persuaded him to talk to the girl. And to his surprise she also loved him. So, they are together now. Woh log phone par rahenge. Aap live interview kar sakte hain.”

“Meet me, Ananya!”

“Good night, Sir.”

—

“To aa gayi tum, finally?” Kabir opened the door to find Ananya at his doorstep.

“Hospital gayi thi. Pata chala aap discharge ho gaye hain.”

“Andar aao,” he was still walking with the help of a stick.

She walked in gingerly. He noticed her clutching a folder, but decided not to ask.

“Chai, coffee?”

“Nahin Aapko waise bhi abhi aaraam ki zaroorat hai. Please baith jaiye. Mujhe aapse kuchh baat karni thi. Office ke kaam ke baare mein nahin tha. Isliye main yahan aa gayi. I hope aap disturb nahin hue.”

They sat across from each other with a coffee table between them.

“Disturb to main hota hoon, lekin tumhare aane se nahin. Batao. Kya baat karni thi?”

“Kya mere Papa se suicide kiya tha?”

His face paled.

“Ye kyon poochh rahi ho tum?”

She deposited the folder she was carrying on the table between them. “Main itne saalon tak Papa ko wapas laane se obsessed thi. Kabhi ye pata hi nahin kiya ki unke case ka hua kya. Recently koshish ki to pata chala ki woh case supposedly unke suicide ke baad close ho gaya tha. Kya unhone suicide kiya tha?”

“Tumhein kya lagta hai?”

“Suicide ya to kamzor log karte hain, ya gulty. Aap shayad unki guilt se convinced hain, lekin main nahin maan sakti ki woh kamzor ya guilty the. Woh hamare wall the. Rock solid.”

He sat up straight, “Tum ye kyon kah rahi ho ki main unhein guilty maanta hoon? Woh aritcle maine hi likha tha, tumhein pata hai ye.”

“Aur uske baad aapne kuchh nahin likha–”

“Main jab dubara unse milne gaya, unki bail ke baad, to woh appointed jagah par nahin aaye. Baad mein mujhe pata chala ki unki death ho chuki thi. Main aur kuchh kaise likhta? Mujhe kuchh pata hi nahin chala.”

“Kya unhone suicide kiya tha?”

“Mujhe pata nahin hai, Ananya, lekin mujhe nahin lagta. Shayad unki death ek accident thi. Ek pahadi se gire the woh.”

“Unki body?”

“Nahin mili.”

She sat silently for a while, her eyes glued to the floor. Then she looked up.

“Ye office ki baat hai, lekin main abhi hi aapko bata deti hoon. Main resign kar rahi hoon.”

“Kyon?”

“Mera motivation khatam ho gaya hai.”

“Tum pahle doctor banna chahti thi.”

“Papa ne bataya tha aapko? Haan. Main doctor banna chahti thi. Lekin Papa ke jaane ke baad maine reporter banne ka faisla kiya. Kyonki main unka sach pata lagana chahti thi. Aur ek baar hi sahi, lekin sach ek reporter ne bola tha.”

“Ananya!”

“Pata nahin main ye sab kyon bole ja rahi hoon.”

“Tum meri wajah se…”

“Reporter bani.”

“To main to hoon abhi yahan. Tum mere saath kaam nahin karna chahti? Kyon resign karna chahti ho?”

“Aap? Aapne woh article bhale hi likha tha. Lekin tab se… Aapne uske baad kuchh nahin likha, Delhi Kranti chhod di, aur jab se aapko pata chala hai ki main Sudhir Kashyap ki beti hoon, aap mujhse katrate phirte hain, ek criminal ki beti se associate nahin karna chahte, nafrat karte hain–”

“Ananya, nafrat nahin, main tumse hadd se zyada pyaar karta hoon!”

She froze and he realized after speaking what he had spoken. But despite his misgivings, he felt relieved. At least one truth was out in the open.

She spoke after a long time, “Nahin. Ye sach nahin hai. Aap bas… Main shayad ek achchhi employee hoon. Aap ye bol kar bas mujhe rokne ki koshish kar rahe hain. Jo ki aap sabke saath karte hain – kissi se interview lene ke liye, kissie se sting operations karwane ke liye, kissie se–”

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“Coffee lao koi,” Kabir yelled as he entered the studio, his tie askew and the top button of his coat undone.

“Is he drunk?” Ronnie asked in astonishment as he saw him stumble onto his seat.

Malvika shot him a worried glance and rushed into the studio. She set his tie and coat button right even as he protested.

“Kabir. Tum bulletin padhne ki halat mein nahin ho. Hamein Manav ko bolna chahiye…”

“Leave me to do my job, Malvika,” he said curtly even as his voice slurred.

He read the bulletin, but its dullness didn’t escape anyone’s notice. Trisha was getting ready for reading the weather news, when he stumbled back into the green room.

“Sir? Aap theek hain?” she had watched the bulletin and his unsteady walk confirmed his drunkennes.

“Oh, shut up, Ananya! As if you care.”

“Trisha! I am Trisha, Sir,” she replied staring at him questioningly.

“Right. Trisha. You should go now. It’s time for your bulletin.”

“Yes Sir. It is.”

—

“Ronnie!

Mujhe pata hai ki main tujhse selfish demand kar rahi hoon. Mera ye chahna ki sab kuchh pahle jaisa ho jaye shayad unreasonable hai. Lekin yebhi sach hai Ronnie ki hamari dosti mere liye bahut important hai.

Mujhe nahin pata ki main kissi aur se pyaar karti hoon ki nahin. Mujhe ye bhi nahin pata ki agar kissi se main pyaar karti hoon woh mere liye sahi hai ki nahin. Lekin Ronnie, agar woh sahi nahin bhi hai, to iska matlab ye to nahin ki main tere pyaar ko backup option ki tarah use karoongi. Ye to hamari dosti ki insult hogi na, jahan par teri jagah koi nahin le sakta.

Maine bahut akeli ho gayi hoon, Ronnie. Tu to hum sab se zyada samajhdaar hai na. Tujhe to pata hoga ki ye sab kaise theek karna hai.

Please mujhse baat kar, Ronnie. Mujhe mere best friend ki zaroorat hai.

Teri dost
Ananya”

Ronnie folded the letter back and dropped it on his table, as Trisha watched him from a distance. Then he left and Trisha made for his desk.

—

“Ananya!”

“Trisha? Aa. Thodi der baith ja. Phir lecture sunana aur jhagda karna.”

“Aise kyon bol rahi hai?”

“Kya boloon, Trisha? Richa aur Ronnie mujhse gussa hain kyonki main Ronnie ko apna best friend maanti hoon, lekin honestly use ek lover ki tarah nahin dekh sakti. Unhein lagta hai ki main Ronnie ko Kabir Sir ke liye reject kar rahi hoon. Aur Kabir Sir to mujhse baat bhi nahin karna chahte. Nafrat karte hain woh mujhse–”

“Nafrat? Woh tujhse kyon nafrat karenge? Tu to unki favorite hai.”

“Favorite?” she chuckled bitterly, “Thi shayad. Jab tak unhein ye nahin pata tha ki mere Papa kaun hain. Ab unhein lagta hai ki main ek criminal ki beti hoon. Lekin chhod na. Kya farq padta hai ki woh kya sochte hain, jab mere dost–”

“Farq nahin padta kya? Tu pyaar nahin karti unse?”

“Rahne de na yaar, Trisha. Kyon life complicate kar rahi hai–”

“Tujhe pata hai kal raat unka accident hua hai. Drink kar ke drive kar rahe the. Hospital mein hain woh.”

“Kya!” Ananya flung out of her chair. “Kab? Kahan hain woh? Is he all right?”

“I think tujhe ja kar hi dekhna padega. Apollo hospital mein hain.”

“Mujhe us area mein hi jaana hai aaj news cover karne. Main… main jaldi nikal jaati hoon. ”

She rushed out.

—

Kabir was lost in recalling his conversation with Trisha that morning. She had visited him in the hospital on her way to the office.

“Kaise hain aap, Sir?”

“Zinda hoon. Dekh rahi ho.”

“Aur jiski wajah se ye halat hui hai aapki, use pata hai ki aap yahan hain?”

“Excuse me?”

“Jab Ananya ko ye pata hi nahin hai ki aapki kya halat hai to how will she care.”

“Kya bakwaas kar rahi ho, Trisha?”

“Main to kuchh dinon mein ja hi rahi hoon, Sir. Isliye risk le sakti hoon bakwaas karne ka, badtameezi karne ka. Zyada-se-zyada nikaal hi to denge na aap mujhe job se.”

“Shaadi kar ke bahut log pagal ho jaate hain. Tum usse pahle hi ho gayi ho.”

“Aap bhi. Agar aap Ananya se pyaar karte hain to batate kyon nahin?”

“Ananya Ronnie se pyaar karti hai.”

Trisha smiled, “Ronnie Ananya se pyaar karta hai. Ananya – well – main kyon bataun ki uske man mein kya hai. Itna pata hai mujhe ki woh Ronnie se pyaar nahin karti hai. Ye lijiye. Main aapke liye, especially, Ronnie ki desk se ye Ananya ka letter chura kar layi hoon. I hope ki iske badle mein mujhe ek coffee date to mil jayegi aapke saath.”

“Tum pagal ho, Trisha. You expect me to read somebody else’s letter.”

She shrugged. “Main late ho rahi hoon, Sir. Chalti hoon. Get well soon. I want to dance with you at my wedding.”

“Kiski yaadon mein khoye hue ho Kabir?” Taraini came in, breaking his reverie.

“Tumhari, aur kiski?”

“Jhoothe! Mera naam Ananya nahin hai. Kya halat hai pairon ki?”

“Pairon se hi pochho. Ye meri to sun nahin rahe.”

“Tumne kissi ki suni thi, drink karne se pahle?”

“Sab taane de chuke hain, Tarini. Tum to chup ho jao.”

“Kaise chup ho jaun, Kabir? Tumhein wapas se us depression mein jaate dekh kar kaise chup ho jaun? Tum Ananya se baat kyon nahin karte?”

“Uska mujhme sirf ek interest tha, Tarini. Ki main use uske Papa tak ya unki sachchai tak pahuncha sakta hoon. Woh dono hi ummedein uski khatam ho chuki hain. Ab use mujhme interest lene ki koi zaroorat nahin hai.”

“Agar jo tum kah rahe ho woh sach hai, to uski jagah main to kabhi woh baingan ka bharta nahin laati itni raat mein apne ghar se. Woh bhi tab jab mujhe pata bhi nahin hota ki main kiske liye le ja rahi hoon. Use sirf ye pata tha ki tum kissi ke liye chahte the.”

“Mere aur uske beech sirf ye sawaal nahin khada hai ki woh mere liye kya feel karti hai. Mere aur uske beech ek past bhi khada hai. Jiske liye woh shayad mujhe kabhi maaf nahin kar payegi. Mere chup rahne se kam-se-kam woh mujhse nafrat to nahin karegi. Pyaar kare ya na kare.”

“Shayad woh samjhegi. Lekin you won’t know unless you talk.”

—

Ananya retreated her steps from the door of Kabir’s room. Tarini was there; she recognized her from the sting operation’s video. The way she sat near him and fussed over him authoritatively left Ananya in no doubt that they were close. Perhaps Richa was right. He hadn’t married Tarini, but was using her for all these years. The man she had fallen in love with was a compulsive flirt and a womanizer. Not only that, he hated her for no fault of her own. For no fault of even her father, she was sure of that. And the time had come to move on from her grief of losing her father, and to start trying to find out the truth.

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